What Aphmau doesn't think anyone shall ever discover is her worst secret. Yes everyone knows she is a reancarnation ( I hope I spelled that right) of Irene, but what they don't know is she is a pure Shadownight who is blood thirsty for flesh. She wants to be good, but can she keep her secret?

TRIGGER WARNING!!! - Depression, suicidal thoughts/actions, self harm, death, abuse, bullying ~READ AT OWN RISK!!!~ Aphmau has been lonely all her life. When she was 9 her mother got cancer and died. Her childhood friends left her when they moved away 2 days after her mother died. Then started her fathers abusive behavior. In the years following she was bullied at school for talking to herself, not having friends, and never having her homework. In reality, she talks to herself because she has no one else. She has no one else because she never has her school work done. She never has her school work done because her father beats her if she does something wrong! Shes always been friends with anyone who offered. Normally it was a joke. She came to the conclusion in 8th grade, that love is for the blessed. She doesn't cut because she believes she won't have the energy to do the work her father assigns. She had a boyfriend once. But he broke up with her because he moved. Now, they dont talk. Her heart has been abandoned since her mothers death 8 years ago. In fact, its been shattered... ///this was discontinued but adopted

The story of Meowliet and her Romeow.

I faked my death 2 years ago I coldnt handle all the threats Zane Zenix Sasha gave me I couldnt handle being lord as my past is coming back for me But im not ready I faked it but now Im going back to the village but diffrently with dyed purple hair wig and a black hood so they will never reconize, I felt guilty leaving my sons but I had too I cant have my past come get me as only Castor only knows my past we,ve been to my past we couldnt handle it thats why I faked my death but im returnong with Castor my best friend... Aphmau faked her death 2 years ago and is going back diffrently but with her best friend Castor...But will one person know who she really is find out in the book*3*

Aphmaus mum died in a car accident when she was 4 her dad beat her since she was 5. She had friends,Garroth,Jeffory,Dante,Laurance,Zane,and Travis but durnng the beggining of the last year of middle school they told her to scram and leave them alone and since that day Aphmau was never seen smilinh laughing or even talking at schol but she does have a secrect she has a youtube channel so she can make others happy while shes in pain from school, her dad,and life in general.