(TH#4)"His mind is a chaotic mess, built of the kind of stuff you read about in a Stephen King novel. He couldn't control his anger any more than I could control my stomach from rumbling when I was hungry. He thought cursing like a sailor at others was morally acceptable, and most of all didn't seem to give a rat’s ass about himself. Any normal person would have stayed far, far away. But me? Well, I wasn't normal.” When Lilia Matthews' argumentative and dysfunctional family becomes too much to bear, she moves in with her grandfather for a summer in Heart, North Carolina. What she doesn't expect? Alec Grey. He's creepy, and dark, and frankly everything Lilia doesn't need to be getting involved with. But he has a few problems of his own. Besides the fact that he's certifiably crazy, he can't remember any of the events that led to him showing up on her grandfather's doorstep. And Lilia's apparent mission? To help him regain those memories. When they clash it's like fire and ice, but as Alec and Lilia find out, it's the craziest moments of all when that fine line between love and hate seems to blur. When you find out maybe going against the world all on your own isn't all it's cracked up to be. And that sometimes, it takes delving into the insanity of another to find the sanity within yourself.

A girl's battle with Bipolar disorder. She's only in middle school and she's forced to figure out her life with a horrible mental disorder. She tries not having therapy, but she becomes afraid of the debilitating disorder and she's put into therapy. She has many secrets that you should read to uncover. A realistic ending to the story many people live. Hope you enjoy and learn sometimes recovery just isn't possible and there's only a few ways out.

This is Evelyn's story. This is the third book in the Lesson In Recovery series. Evelyn suffered from depression, self harm, panic attacks, and social anxiety. This will probably be a rather long book because Evelyn transforms as she goes through her life. Hope you enjoy finding out how a, seemingly, well-put together woman who has her life together got to that point from a very dark place and her fight to stay strong as she helps others struggling with the same fight.

I look around myself, and all I see is gray... 16 year old Quinn Heart knew something was wrong. No one should ever feel as sad as she does every day... Finally, she figures out she was right. She’s diagnosed with depression, Bipolar Disorder. Just like her mother had been. Her mother had committed suicide when Quinn was only 13, and Quinn swore to herself that she would never follow suit and cause her loved ones the same pain she feels. Things are looking up when she begins to meet a new group of friends. But when Quinn finds out new things about her mother, she isn't sure she can cope. Not with knowing her mom wasn't as perfect as Quinn always thought she was. Finished in 2012

in which the boy who only knows how to break hearts meets the girl who's heart couldn't possibly break any more. "he had to learn the hard way that you should always be careful when trying to fix someone, for you could cut yourself on their broken pieces." [disorder diaries, 2015 backseatmuke] tw :: self harm, suicide, panic attacks, depression, major character death

"You st-still mean everything to me, it's just n-not worth the f-fight anymore..." Blossom said tears rushing down her face, staring into bricks eyes, her voice hoarse but strong.  He replied with a shaky voice, "You can't be serious blossom! It was a set up, I didn't kiss her, she kissed me!!!"   "How d-do I know, I'm not the same girl, I can never b-be that girl again. Your the one that I love b-but I'm saying goodbye...." ______________________________________________________________ The ruffs and puffs were dating 8th grade and during the talents show, talent scouts saw those boys singing. They were taken to L.A. for a record deal, they promised the girls they'd be back. A year in, reporters started saying how the boys went clubbing and had a different girl every week. Once the puffs heard, buttercup went into an angry depression while bubbles went into sad depression but blossom had to be strong for her sisters. She kept everything in, no one ever knew how much she was hurt and broken. The 2nd year, they wrote how brick was getting serious with this one girl and possible engaged, blossom locked herself in her room for a week, she drank antidote X trying to kill herself but it only temporally took away her powers. She was walking home one day from school and got raped by a gang, Mitch found her and took her home. The boys came back the 3rd year and lets just say they're gonna fight for their girls. Not good at descriptions, the stories way better than it sounds, I hope..... (:

"Give me ten days, and I can give you ten reasons not to die." Evan paused. "And if I can't change your mind by then, you can go jump off that cliff."

Published September 28, 2014 Completed Lucy Heartfilia. The girl who was branded as the school's biggest nerd. Lucy was unhappy with her life. She never once had someone be so kind to her as to be her friend. Everyone was just brutal, no mercy for her whatsoever. They didn't know of her home life. Rather, they didn't care. They didn't care that even at a young age, Lucy went home to an empty house. While all the other children were able to be greeted by their family's. Lucy didn't have a family of her own. Her parents were murdered a year after her birth. She was put in a foster home, and even then her foster parents could care less about her. At the age of 6, Lucy ran away from that life. But she wasn't able to escape her bullies. That was, until, Lucy got the chance to leave all of it behind. She was older and had enough money to leave. She moves to a new town. A new school. Lucy figured it wouldn't be that easy to escape all the bad people in life. So she prepared herself. She prepared herself for everything. As so she thought. She meets the most popular kids in the school and learns new things. She falls in love for the first time, just to have it smashed into pieces. After that, Lucy thought she could never trust anyone ever again. She figured everyone was against her and that she'd be alone forever. Forever is a long time and Lucy knew she couldn't make it. She had to escape her life. The only way she knew how to. Maybe she moves again, maybe she deals with it, maybe it's death. THIS IS AN ORDER: DONT YOU DARE PUT OTHERS DOWN FOR YOUR OWN CONVENIENCE! IT HURTS THEM! IT MAKES THEM FEEL UNWANTED! IT COULD LEAD TO SUICIDE! DONT BULLY! IF YOU ARE SUICIDAL, PLEASE, IM BEGGING YOU, GET HELP! DONT KEEP IT TO YOURSELF IF SOMEONE IS MAKING YOU FEEL LIKE SHIT! OR IF YOU FEEL AS IF YOU'RE NOT GOOD ENOUGH! YOU WEREN'T PLACED ON THIS EARTH TO TRY TO GET OFF IT