It's not about living forever, it's about living with yourself forever. || book one of one || An original and alternate MCU story that incorporates parts of Captain America: Civil War, Avengers: Age of Ultron and Marvel movie references throughout. start: 13th june 2016 finish: -- © juxtaposing

"Buck." You stopped him. He looked at you from across the room. He took his hand off the door knob and faced you still silent. He knew what you were thinking. "I can't." He began. "I need to be careful. I don't want to hu-" You groaned cutting him off. "You dont want to hurt me I get it. You won't hurt me Bucky. I know you won't. Ever. I trust you. You have to trust yourself. The only way you'll hurt me is if you leave. Or don't sleep with me." Your eyes widened,"In..in the bed I mean." You looked away and heard a small laugh. "As long as you behave." He teased walking over to you. "I will as long as you will." ----------- Penelope is an educated psychologist, when she crosses paths with Steve Rogers one night he has more than a few questions about mind control. He insists upon her help with a friend. Bucky Barnes. Bucky is a trained Hydra assassin. Hydra controlled his every move but now he's free and wants his mind back. He knows he needs help. Will Penelope help him after all he's done?

"He's a Ghost." "I don't believe in Ghosts." "You will soon enough." °·°·°·°·°·°·°·° Sometimes you don't believe in Ghosts until you become one. *Oh god, the amount of grammar mistakes I have are embarrassing. Not too noticeable if you read at 3am with one sleepy brain cell. It was my first fic at 15, have some mercy. Not beta read because I will die a strong woman.* #1 in Bucky on February 23, 2019 #1 in Barnes on May 10,2018 #1 in Civil War on July 25, 2018 #7 in Steve Rogers on August 2, 2018

It's been three years since the Winter Soldier saved Steve Rogers and Alchemy Jones from drowning after falling out of the Helicarrier. It's been three years since Alchemy Jones has outed herself to the public eye and three years of building a new background for the world's most known heroes. Jones has finally accepted her past. Together, her and her companion, Clara Uchimura have come face to face with murderous robots, vicious scientists and most importantly, the Avengers themselves. Everything is well, Ally is employed as The Help...until political pressure mounts to install a system of accountability when the actions of the Avengers lead to collateral damage. Billionaire playboy, Tony Stark stands with the Act, claiming that their actions must be kept in check otherwise cities will continue to be destroyed, but Rogers and Jones feel that they cannot rely on the government to protect the world. Sides are chosen and a team is divided. And in the end, Jones must pick between more than what it seems to be again. [Book Three|CA CW|Bucky Barnes Fanfic|All Rights Belong To Marvel|Homophobes Stay Clear|Cover Credits Belongs To @AnjaTheFabUnicorn]

Always running, always on the move, Alchemy Jones has returned from almost seventy years of hiding from her true identity. After too many tragedies, countless false identities and fake passports, she finally settles down in Washington D.C. When the famous Captain America discovers that his best friend is still alive after all this time, he reaches out and finds her. As if fate was not ready to let the world's first female superhero give up, Steve Rogers' director, Nick Fury, is killed by a mysterious assassin and Jones is suddenly pulled back into the world of avenging. The same person who hired the assassin to kill Fury, unleashes Helicarriers that threaten to murder a few million at a time. Jones is forced to put on her black face paint and use her sword again- unknowingly about to be reunited with someone she thought to be dead. [Book Two|CA WS|Bucky Barnes Fanfic|All Rights Belong To Marvel|Homophobes Stay Clear|Cover Credits Belongs To @AnjaTheFabUnicorn For Her Remarkable And Stunning Covers]

The year is 1945, the world is at war and no one can escape the tragedies that come from the inhuman acts of violence and murder. With the Nazi-backed HYDRA organization growing stronger and stronger, some fear it is the end. Only really known in her hometown of Brooklyn, New York, Alchemy Jones is the daughter of a brilliant doctor and is studying the human body to defy women stereotypes. By a lucky chance, Jones is recruited to help a German scientist create a super-human serum to end the shortage of men for war. Alongside longtime friends, Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes, Jones is given a gift and intends to use it wisely- even if it costs her everything she loved and has learned to love. [Book One|CA TFA|Bucky Barnes Fanfic|All Rights Belong To Marvel|Cover Credit To @AnjaTheFabUnicorn|I KNOW IT SAYS THE WINTER SOLDIER WE ALL MAKE MISTAKES]

When two souls endure enough devastation to bring the world to its end, they do the unexpected. They s u r v i v e. [BUCKY BARNES] [CAPTAIN AMERICA I] [BOOK I] STARTED 5/20/16 FINISHED 11/12/16

When Bucky had saved Steve from the river, he was determined to find out about his past. He was lost and confused, but he was ready to face what was ahead. Charlotte Black, 18, was nothing but a myth to the others-the story of a ghost girl who could control the weather and thunder. She was the tale that mothers would tell to keep their children in line: If you don't behave, the Ghost Girl will come and take you away. No one knew if she was real. To the norms, she was merely a ghost story. But to Shield, she was a valuable piece in the Avengers operation. The two somehow managed to cross path. They formed the oddest yet the best team. They became each other's support but dark times were ahead. With the enemies lurking in the shadows, would Bucky be able to rid of his ghost? Could Charlotte save her friends, be them her own family or Avengers? The two who did not belong would find themselves battling in their final moments, fighting for their last breath, surviving for themselves and each other, for when there was nothing to lose, they still had each other.

*Based On Captain America: Winter Soldier* Anne Shmidt was under the curse that her father had placed her in for over seventy years. The only way for her to wake up is for her to receive her true loves kiss. When she wakes up she finds herself in a new world's car with a masked stranger driving. She figures out his intentions and breaks out the car and rushed over to the nearest city: New York. She hides by getting a ride by Shield's Nick Fury as soon she enters the City. a car chase begins and Anne saves his life from an explosion. The Soldier works hard now to kill Steve Rogers, Anne Shmidt and Nick Fury as he sees them(as well as the rest of HYDRA ) as a threat to their plan. But every attempt to kill her fails as he thinks about the kiss they shared . Anne wonders about the man and who he is. Was he the one who she was meant to be with? This is the story on how the Dragon tamed the Soldier. And how the two found love again.

"She was the sun, the moon, and all the stars-to him."