*THIS WHOLE STORY IS A TRIGGER WARNING* Phil spoke once, not anymore. Ever since his mother married his now step-father Steven, he was brainwashed to believe he doesn't deserve to speak. Ever since he stopped talking 4 years ago, people looked at him differently. People think different is... well weird. If they don't ignore Phil, then they bully him. he is forced to write everything down that he wants to say. He's in constant fear, the anxiety kills him inside. He's depressed, anorexic, and has anxiety. He's harmed himself too many time for him to even count. All he wants is a speck of light in the dark that he calls life, and as if on queue, a curious new student shows up in his art class. Everyone wants to be his friend, the popular's, the jocks, the brainiacs, and even just 'regular and always happy' kids (those never really bothered Phil). But for some strange reason, that Phil will never understand, he wanted to be friends with Phil.

read and figure out ((;

"I see him lying crimson in the snow" A one shot and maybe some more

We all want the magical worlds in fanfictions to be real. However, would that be a good thing to happen?

I have to continue.. for him...

It's New Year's and there's traditions to be had.

It's a special day at the Howell-Lester flat, and they've just woken up at around 10 am. Phil chose an anime and was letting it buffer on TV, when he started to get concerned about Dan, who was taking a quite a while in the bathroom. //no warnings except for a slight reference to Dan's troubled past// this is just mostly fluff, enjoy and thank you for reading :))

**UNFINISHED AND NOT UPDATING ANYMORE RIP THIS FIC**

*TRIGGER WARNING* Dan and Phil start having feelings for each other, but after one of Dan's nightmares causing him wanting Phil to sleep with him the rest of the night, things start spiraling out of control. (Phan, self harm, swearing etc etc etc) Ok, I'm terrible at descriptions, but if you wanna know what actually happens read on :))) -A xx

"respond to pm you little shit." "i dont even know u gtfo" "then why did you accept my request?" "bc ure hot" i wrote this when i was legit 13 its so ugly -JEALUHS©️ 2015