Sometimes my voice dies in my throat, buries itself beneath waves of crippling suffocation, burns itself out as cold hands tear at my laced skin. I have smiled while my eyes have cried and pleaded, my wrists numb, my lips wobbling and blue, and stars escaping this dark night that I'm trapped in. I long for a darkness that gives way to light. But I do feel the warmth of petals gathering and scattering in my cold bones, and imagine the touch and the sweetness of a kiss, and my heart rises to the surface of this sea and finds a sky painted by passing artists remaining far above our heads. I'm breathing out all the words I've kept locked under the pages of my breaking mind. And by doing so, I'm going to heal. TRIGGER WARNINGS: depression, anxiety, self harm, suicidal thoughts, OCD, panic attacks

29 February....eventhough its a leap year but not for us its our NATIONAL FRIENDSHIPS' DAY. Both Emma and Megan had lived together as BFFSF but drama appeared and kind of messed their friendship. That's the reason why they declares 29 February is their friendship day. Emma just not have her bestfriend back but she also have another new bestfriend.

Anya moving to some place far away from her current place. It shall be brand new starts for her but she can't just let go her past without ended it properly. ***************************************** .This is my very first story please gives a comment for it. .There SURELY a grammar mistake there sorry for that. .F.Y.I.= English is my NOT REALLY FLUENT AND GOOD second language. . Finally,ENJOY!!!!