Lavender is in love with Yuan, the perfect guy--kind, sweet, charming, and a musician like her. The problem? He's not real. He only exists in her dreams. *** Lavender Laxamana can't sing or play the guitar in front of anyone anymore. She hides in her dreams where she can perform and play music to her heart's desire with Yuan. Lavender has already accepted that the man she loves is just a figment of her imagination, but when she crosses paths with Aki, a starting artist who goes by the name of Musikero and looks and sounds like Yuan, Lavender is hopeful they can finally be together in real life. But reality slaps her in the face when she finds out Aki is the exact opposite of Yuan, and he loathes her. While Lavender struggles to find the connection between Yuan and Aki, can she finally find the courage to stop escaping from reality--no matter that Aki may be in love with another woman? And can she finally face the rhythm and beats of her heart and pursue her passion again? How far will she go--or not go--for her dreams? DISCLAIMER: This story is written in Taglish. COVER DESIGN: Regina Dionela

One heart, different heartbreaks. Is there really true emotions or just a plain illusions? Do heart really feel numbed after encountered many breakups or will still be fooled by the trap of love? How far can the heart fight? Does true love really exist?

A point of view of two persons who meet unexpectedly under the rain.

Hindi mo man aminin alam kong naranasan mo ito: -nagmahal sa maling tao -nagparaya para sa taong minahal -lumaban sa pag-ibig kahit walang patutunguhan -nagpakatanga sa taong paasa -sumuko sa pagmamahalan -hindi crinushback -lumuha sa taong mapanakit -iniwan sa taong akala mo'y siya na -nagpaka-martyr kahit nasasaktan na -iniwan ng walang dahilan -pinagpalit -niloko -nag-assume Huwag kang mag-alala normal lang yan tao tayo eh kahit pa paulit-ulit ka pang saktan alam kong darating rin ang taong magmamahal sayo ng lubusan. Nasulat ko ang tulang ito para sa inyo; sa mga taong nagmahal, nabigo, nasaktan, iniwan at patuloy na nagmamahal. Sana po suportahan ninyo ako hanggang dulo. Thank You! Stay Safe & God Bless! Enjoy reading! A_NYCTOPHOBIA