Best friends for 20 years, boyfriends for 8 years, living together for a year, engaged for 60 days. Everything is just too perfect.

Falling in love comes unexpectedly, makes it's way into your life and either makes you happy or destroys you completely. I didn't mind that I fell in love. What I minded, was that I fell in love with my sisters boyfriend.

"Because I want to last forever. I want to create things bigger and brighter than our world."

Alan is a Gay Christian, growing up in a strict household with wealthy parents. His best friend Austin, is the bad boy of the school, and Alan's parents don't want him around their son. When Alan becomes far too in love with Austin, they make a deal to be strictly 'Friends With Benefits.' But how good of an idea is that? Warning: There will be lots of smut. This will be updated whenever I feel like it or have time.

mem·o·ry ˈmem(ə)rē/ noun the faculty by which the mind stores and remembers information. * In which Vic will always remember Kellin

I don't know how to feel, when I feel all my emotions at once

40k. Kellin Quinn is a suicidal eighteen year old boy, ready to end his life. He's in love with his childhood best friend, the gorgeous Vic Fuentes, who has a girlfriend of a year and a half, and is completely, absolutely straight. Or so he thinks. Oliver appears out of seemingly nowhere just to save Kellin's life (though Kellin is adamant about it; he wanted to die, not get saved by some beautiful boy) and maybe steal Kellin's heart. Just when Kellin's begun to think he can finally get over his best friend, Vic begins to show interest, including jealousy when Kellin hangs out with Oliver. Torn between his best friend, the boy he's been in love with since forever, and the stranger who isn't actually a stranger, Kellin has a tough decision to make. Just to add to all the complications in his life, Kellin's depression is only getting worse and worse.

After finding his mother who committed suicide, Kellin loses connection with the real world. He's forced to be in a psychiatric hospital, feeling like he was living in hell after many doctors failed to make him open up until one particular doctor finally made him open up, making him feel like home. . . • Title inspired by "Yeah Boy And Doll Face" by Pierce The Veil•

Sequel to Lips I'd Like to Kiss.