In which Phil meets an odd boy on an online chatting site.

When you turn 16 you automatically get your soulmate's name tattooed onto your wrist, with no way of removing it or even changing whom your soulmate is; you just deal with it. For Dan, he happens to get his best mates name imprinted on his wrist. His best mate -Phil - being (supposedly) straight, has yet to receive a soul mate. When he does, it's not Dan's name that he gets - it's someone else's.

Dan Howell is invisible. That's all he knows how to be. Terrified of standing out, he is happy going unnoticed by his peers, finding company in only the old rock and roll songs on his iPod. But Dan's life is turned upside-down when a boy in his drama class takes him under his wing, introducing him to a world of excitement he never could have imagined. Through the good and the bad, Dan's new life thrills him and leaves him wondering ...what does it mean to truly be alive? pairs: Phan and KickTheStickz tw: language, sexual content, abuse, depression, death, suicide, medication, drugs, parents, alcohol ENTIRELY WRITTEN FROM DAN'S POV Note: This fic features no main character death, only mentions of death.

Phil is an ordinary guy with an ordinary life. Nothing very special about him, he's just normal. But it all changes when, on the weirdest day of his life, he meets the very quiet and recluse, Dan Howell. He's different. Phil doesn't usually do different, but something about Dan makes him want to try it. But when he's pulled into a world he didn't even know existed, he doesn't know if his choice was such a smart one. Because, there's a reason Dan is different. And it might not be so good.

**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each other better and discover things about themselves they never guessed.

Playing music has always been a big part of Phil's life. From the time he was five, and banging spoons against the table, to present day; seventeen years old and apart of the upcoming Alt. Rock/Everything-In-Between band, Heinous. It's an easy life to live, he's sure. Making music with his best friends, trying to avoid failing high school the best he can, and getting his parents to stay off his back about 'that God-awful noise'. And there's Dan Howell. His sex-on-legs, hot tempered boyfriend, who miraculously shares his love of music. It's like they're meant to be. You know, except they're apart of different bands. Rival bands, to be exact, with every member hating the other, with a vengeance. They know damn well not to publicise their relationship, not with a certain competition coming up that could make or break them; the tension would be off the charts and would do nothing but cause unwanted drama. But you can't keep secrets forever. And with the stress of practice and their band members on their backs, it's getting harder to keep it in the dark.

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This is the third and final phanfic of my 'Stalker Series' - 1st phanfic : I'm Not A Stalker (completed) 2nd phanfic: Be My Stalker (completed) ~~~~~~~~~~ Have a look into Dan and Phil's life after they've finally developed a stable and trust worthy relationship. Read through the endless group chats they have with PJ and Chris about PJ's obsession with phan or maybe Chris trying to switch up Dan's wardrobe. Many questions will be flooding the couples minds: What will the fans say? Will we end? Is there a future for us? See the beautiful fluffiness that they have and share together... Til Death Do Them Part.

- Is everything okay, Dan? I know I'm a fucking bitch, but c'mon, I see there's something's wrong. Tell me. - He looked at me and I felt the cold wind flowing through my skin and I felt goose flesh on my skin. I knew it was the wrong thing to do, but I have already had a lot of things I regret. Nothing's changed. - I'm alright. Don't worry. Let's go. - - No. - I protested and I pulled his hand so he could understand that I'm not kidding. - Say what's wrong or I'm gonna punch you and go inside alone, dude! - - You don't want to hear that. I promise I'll say it one day. Now. Let's go, okay? - Dan tried to escape from serious talk, but then I saw that he seriously was hurt. From the inside. Fuck, Linkin Park. Well, this is so fun. My brains are doing so much work. (Sarcasm there, you see that?)

Dan is new to being a big YouTuber, he gets invited to a massive convention in Orlando Florida held for all the big You-Tubers to meet there fans. When Dan goes, knowing nobody, how will he find it, will he make any friends, will any romance form in the sort time he's there.