Four years, many exes, a couple of albums, a band split and a band hiatus... a lot has happened since Ryan Ross walked away from Panic! At The Disco. Trying to get lost and forget his feelings for Brendon Urie isn't a walk in the park. So when he comes back to right some wrongs and hope to mend the bridges he burned, is four years enough time for them to make amends - or further their problems?

Author: repulsive_x on Livejournal. ALL CREDITS FOR THIS WONDERFUL STORY GO TO THIS AUTHOR! Rating: NC-17 POV: 1st, Brendon’s Summary: Brendon develops a little crush on the pastor’s son.

Ryan Ross. A young rockstar who had his perfect future right in front of him- just right out of his grasp. That all changes though, when Ryan is diagnosed with a liver disease, as to which a date is set for his death. Ryan knows what this means for himself, and his friends. But that's okay. As long as he has his friends, as long as he has his music, as long as he has Brendon- everything will be okay. But will it really? Or will it end in heartbreak or death?

In which Ryan is a psychic and Brendon is intrigued

ryan is masculine. brendon is feminine.

So Brendon has a stutter. The thing about him is that he tends to always be a failure in front of the cute boy with a briefcase. He tries to be smart in their english class to impress the boy, but ends up making a fool out of himself with his geeky perks. Those big black framed glasses can't exactly help him see around his crush.

In which Ryan makes it his goal for the last year of high school to seduce Brendon Urie, the annoying mormon boy. (title taken from hallelujah by P!ATD) WARNING: this is so gay and emo honestly what year do i think it is?? like i dont even ship ryden anymore but basically im so gay for lavender hoodie, red glasses Brendon and there was a boy at my school who reminded me of/looked like smoll beebo SO I WROTE THIS TRASH,,, i actually have a good bit of this already written AND it also includes joncer, gabilliam, peterick(?), brallon(??), and probably whatever else you can imagine seriously this is going to get wild this also is gonna be another chaptered thing so ((: @me welcome 2 hell ((: