Dan Howell is a 17-year old boy kicked out of his old school for various bad things, his parents aren't around much so Dan tends to slack of a lot, but what happens when he meets a shy bullied 17-year old boy named Phil Lester. Will Dan's personality change for the better and fall in love or will he just end up breaking Phil's heart. Hope you enjoy the story :) WARNING: This story has mentions of abuse alcohol, drugs, and smoking. TRIGGERING WARNINGS: This story has mentions of self harm, eating disorders, and bullying. (I'm not sure if bullying is a trigger but its better to be safe than sorry right?) If you are easily triggered I don't suggest you read this story but then again it's your decision :)

Dan has set a date. He will wait 6 months and if his life isn't better by then he will end it. Just days after planning this he meets Phil. Things get worse at first, and Dan continues to feel worthless. Can Phil save him before its too late? Triggers: self harm, suicidal thoughts, depression, anxiety, eating disorders. Phan fluff <3 no sex but all the homo -This is a longer version of my creative writing piece -

All Dan wants to do is to break the little almost broken boy. Snap him into a million tiny pieces and crush his heart with his fist but at the same time all Dan wants to do is to cuddle him on a couch and watch cute movies. The first few chapters I wrote a while ago and seem so innocent and not as well written compared to the later chapters but it's a good story, trust me. *swearing, violene, smut, and Dan is a complete madman*

cover by AmazingSkylar - TRIGGER WARNING - automutilation and attempted suicide.

Phil Lester is gay, a loner, a bullying victim, he is tormented by the boy with the strait brown hair, the hypnotizing brown eyes. Dan Howell. Dan is popular and is dating one of the prettiest and most popular girls in school, Ashley. Dan has many of his own problems and just takes them out on Phil. He takes out all of his pain on Phil because he made him realize that he was bisexual. But what will happen when there life changes completely when Dan's Dad marries Phil's Mother. Find out in this story. (WARNINGS: self-harm, abuse, bullying, eating disorders, Panic disorder, possible smut, suicide attempts. DO NOT read if you are not comfortable about these topics.)If anybody is struggling with any problems I am here if you need to talk. Ummmm.... well this is my first book but I am very confident that if you give it a read you will love it. I will be editing too, so please give me feedback I will appreciate it very much. Enjoy reading :P

PHAN! WARNING!- this story contains strong language, mild violence, and mild self harm Enjoy! Oh yes and there maybe character on the way that you recognise! X I know its long X

Dan Howell is a new student at the most prestigious preparatory school in England. Phil Lester is the bad boy, often referred to as The Boy From The North. No one knows much about him except that. Dan falls head over heels for Phil even though people say to stay away from him. Dan tries to befriend Phil, but Phil pushes him away while also bullying Dan for being different. Will Phil ever open up and be nice? Or will Dan's world come crashing down?

Dan and Phil both have problems, they need help and seem to find each other just in time, but will they be able to overcome them together before it's too late? IPLEASE rate, comment etc if you like as it would literally mean the world to me! *NOTE! Contains: Phan, Kickthestickz, self harm, eating disorders including anorexia and bulimia, depression and possible suicidal thoughts etc* May be TRIGGERING! Also, none of this really happened/is happening to the-nor do I wish it to in any way + I obviously don't not own Dan, Phil, Chris and/or PJ (although they do own my heart) ENJOY (: THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR THE OVERWHELMING RESPONSE - I LOVE YOU ALL MORE THAN YOU COULD EVER KNOW <33333333