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the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

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[completed] philgon: she can fuck you good, but i can fuck you better ; copyright © 2016

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[completed] philly: who's this? danhowell: your future husband ; copyright © 2016 //highest ranking: #4

A Helping Hand (Dan and Phil phanfic)

TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?

repeating days ➳ phan

after all these years, i can finally see him again

another side ➳ phan

it's only a game. isn't it?

transgender ➳ phan

my name is dan, not danielle × somewhat based off of the short film boy (HIGHEST RANKING: #2 in fanfiction)

call me dan ➳ phan

just when the catipillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly × sequel to 'transgender' {HIGHEST RANKING #3}

In My Dreams // phan

Sequel to Up All Night! Dan has finally found Phil, the boy he dreamed of, and maybe fallen in love with. But Phil doesn't know he exists. He's been trying to get his attention for so long, but Phil doesn't notice. Dan will do anything to get Phil to notice him, but that may just get him into major trouble.

Just like me: phan

Phil: a loser, continuously beaten and picked on by the other guys at school. Dan: popular, arrogant, and confused. What happens when the two collide? Just like me is a story of trust, love and secrets (Ok I'm making this sound like a bad tv drama, just read the fic please, I broke my thumbs writing it. *WARNING* se...

Give Me Some Of That Bass // phan

Playing music has always been a big part of Phil's life. From the time he was five, and banging spoons against the table, to present day; seventeen years old and apart of the upcoming Alt. Rock/Everything-In-Between band, Heinous. It's an easy life to live, he's sure. Making music with his best friends, trying to avo...

Demonic // phan

Phil is an ordinary guy with an ordinary life. Nothing very special about him, he's just normal. But it all changes when, on the weirdest day of his life, he meets the very quiet and recluse, Dan Howell. He's different. Phil doesn't usually do different, but something about Dan makes him want to try it. But when he's...

drown ↣ phan (complete )

"you're the only thing saving me from myself." (this book is a piece of s h i t)

Messages (Phan fiction)

Phil starts getting cute, little messages from a secret admirer and gradually feels himself falling more and more in love with the boy. But can you really like someone you've never seen before? And what will happen when Phil finds out the real identity of his admirer?

Phan - The Runaway

Phil ran away from home, but on his first evening in London, he's run over by a car and finds himself in the hospital. The only thing he remember is some small fragments from when he was run over, like when a browneyed angel found and saved him. You want the rewritten version? Find the book on my profile! ' The Runaw...

Deep // Phan AU

"I'm sorry..." (trigger warning)

Love isn't easy (Phan)

[COMPLETE] Dan has a girlfriend and never thought Phil had feelings for him. What happens when Phil decides to open up? Warnings: smut and fluff, boyxboy (THE TITLE DOESNT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH THE STORY, it's all fluffy, so don't worry there's no angsty thing involved)

Happy Little Phil, Take Dan Away // Phan

It all started with that kiss, that moment and that passion when Dan became lost and Phil was clueless but both in love. The story of a skinny love that slowly becomes into something more and at the same time something less. *Note* Depression, suicide, self-harm and things like this will be mentioned a few times in...

The Benefits Project ; phan au

Dan Howell is a timid boy, who always does as he is told. He was once friends with Phil Lester, the 'bad influence' who soon ditches Dan for the popular group in Year 7. After five years of not talking to each other, they're partnered in a project and Phil's wants to win Dan over just like he has with most of their y...

Fighter-A Phan Story

Dan Howell and Phil Lester are constantly haunted by Dan's suicide attempt. A story about love, depression, and recovery. This is a series adapted from the one shot, Skinny Love. Read it here:http://www.wattpad.com/story/3493044-skinny-love-phan Triggers: Suicide, depression, boyxboy Author Note: Written by request

You're The Straw To My Berry (Phan)

Part 1 of the infamous series. Feelings appear. Sparks fly. Love rises. Problems occur. Please note: This story is now very old (7 years old in 2020) and I'd like to think my writing has improved since then! There are a bunch of cringey parts and bad writing in here, but enjoy and thanks for reading! :)

The Textbook - Phan

It's my first fanfic, I'm sorry in advance. Basically a high school au where Dan and Phil are in different French classes, and the school has a limited budget, so they have to share textbooks with someone in another class. Surprise (you guessed it) Dan and Phil end up sharing, and Phil leaves himself little notes in t...

It Wasn't for Us //PHAN

(Phan) Two dysfunctional teenagers, one has an obsessive personality and the other loathes almost everything around him. Does something positive and lovely comes out of two negative things? *might trigger bad memories at some points* PREVIOUSLY TITLED 'Stranger'

In Love With The Punk (PHAN)

Dan: Junior. Tattoos. Pierced. Screamo. Bands. Skinny jeans. Eyeliner. Phil: Senior. Ties. Bow ties. Glasses. Straight A's. Button up shirts. How will they fit together from hating so strong?

In Between // phan

Book 2 in the Grim Reaper trilogy! After Phil gets rejected by the Highers in his request to be a Reaper, him and Dan decide to live in the human world together. But when Dan's friend, PJ, tells him that the Highers want him back, and are willing to accept Phil, Dan is honestly quite happy to be going back. After the...

Maybe it's enough - Phan (Completed)

Dan's the new kid in school, expelled from his last for threatening a teacher. Dan's family hoping this will be a new start, don't know their son's biggest secret. Will Dan have the confidence to tell his father about the way he feels? Or will he continue to be the rebellious teenager he is? Phil is completely the o...

Up All Night // phan

Dan Howell is an insomniac....who's scared of the dark. Only a little bit. One late night (or early morning), he decides to venture out and explore London at its quietest. He meets Phil Lester at an all-night coffee shop, and the two quickly become friends. As the friendship continues to grow, Dan has to begin facing...

☆Deleted ☆Phan AU :completed:

texts between two nerdy and immature boys. Update: the format have changed halfway, it is still text messages but in order for the story to work the other half is in paragraphs// ********* Description: In which a full spiral of shitstorms happen and one boy fucks it all Up. ****** I suck at summaries, plus if I add...

The Smile That Killed(Phan)

*In the process of being edited, first two chapters done already.* Dan and Phil met in the looming forest behind the school grounds and have been infatuated with each other ever since. With many twists and turns, their stories are becoming more complex by the second. They say a smile can save someone, but what if it k...