She was the type to stare herself in the mirror and see someone else stare back. Someone who was free and light, being able to spread her wings like an unbound angel. She was neither chained to Heaven nor Hell. Howbeit, no matter how far she reached into the mirror, she could never step through as her ball-and-chain presented itself in the form of a crown. She was a princess with two faces, desperately trying to have a sense of freedom outside of her royal obligations. She found it in the form of a weakness: a passion with another human being. Her love for him and ballet had kept her chin high; her crown not slipping from her pastel hair. So why, why did it suddenly become so hard when a gothic gymnastic back-flipped into her life? Why were her heartstrings being tugged on by someone of her same gender? Why was it suddenly so difficult, so strenuous to keep living in her pastel world when this mysterious girl brought such bright colours with her? TRIGGER WARNING: Mentions of sex, suicide and other mature themes will be contained within this book. Read at your own discretion.

Most of the chapters have been deleted sebab author dah fakap hahahaha tapi kalau nak baca, teruskan je la LOL.

[Just so you know, aku tak sependapat dengan 18y/o me anymore, like this is so cringy and stupid so read at your own risk] Kau tahu beza sayang dengan cinta? Cerita Nazreen dan Emilin ni bermula dari Senior Year. So yeah, this is a sequel but it still can stand on its own. Walau masa dan benua memisahkan mereka, kalau dah namanya jodoh, larilah sampai Zuhrah sekali pun tetap akan bertemu. Tetapi sekali bertemu, bukan bermakna selamanya. Kalau dah selit nama Azra, celah nama Syed Shukri, nama si Doktor Izham a.k.a. bestest friend completely platonic tu pun boleh jadi isu. Ditabur sedikit perisa iaitu HCC dan infertility, okey, lengkap satu hidangan! "Biy, you cintakan I?" "Let me go, Em!" "Jawab Nazreen, do you love me?!" "Tak pernah ada sehari pun I tak sayangkan you..." Jadi, kau dah faham beza cinta dengan sayang? 'Katanya anggap ini satu mimpi. Yang datang sekadar untuk menguji.' [AMARAN!!] : Typo overdose, mohon jangan mati. Si penulis ialah sejenis sloth. Dia lembab dan pemalas. [AMARAN 2.0!!] : Ada sikit-sikit unsur 'suami isteri' but no worries, takde bed scene (too bad ahahaha). [AMARAN 3.0!!] : Fakta sains atau perubatan yg hanya merujuk pada wikipedia, so jangan nak komplen la kalau tak logik. Kelulusan aku Biology SPM je, bukan MBBS lol.