If I say I'm not in love, then I'm not. If I say I don't remember your name, trust that I don't. If I say I'm not thinking of you, that I'm not attracted to you, that your name is not ringing in my brain after our first time...then, it's not. And that's that. But what if all of these statements are lies that I tell myself whenever I look at you to hide the fact that I am, that I do and that it does? What then? Or The one where Zayn and Harry fall in love after a one-night stand. EDIT: This story is MINE and original. The only other copy of this work is on Ao3 under DeeLa17. Any other copies or translations outside of these users are not mine. Please refrain from stealing or publishing on any other platform WITHOUT my consent. If you wish to translate it into another language, feel free to contact me.

Sent back home for rehabilitation to fight off the battle with his addictions, past and inner struggles, Zayn Malik develops an unlikely and hypnotizing connection with Harry Styles, the young man who works at a local bakery. Together they explore new sides of themselves, fix their broken hearts and learn the meaning of passion without restraint. EDIT: This story is MINE and original. The only other copy of this work is on Ao3 under DeeLa17. Any other copies or translations outside of these users are not mine. Please refrain from stealing or publishing on any other platform WITHOUT my consent. If you wish to translate it into another language, feel free to contact me. TW: drug abuse, violence against women, attempt suicide, depression, anxiety Features mostly T!Zayn and B!Harry. With some versatility on chapters 34, 38 and 41

Harry Styles is tasked to pick Zayn Malik, who has been living abroad, from the airport for their best friends stag weekend. It would've been just a simple task for a rather simple event between friends in preparation for the wedding coming up... But, when an expected a storm leaves the two friends stuck in a cottage, they are forced to share one bed with old and unspoken feelings between them. EDIT: This story is MINE and original. The only other copy of this work is on Ao3 under DeeLa17. Any other copies or translations outside of these users are not mine. Please refrain from stealing or publishing on any other platform WITHOUT my consent. If you wish to translate it into another language, feel free to contact me. Features T!Zayn's and B!Harry

Jaimie Payne is stuck between a rock and a hard place. Sitting atop his Payne pride, Jaimie refuses to acknowledge the space his dad, Zayn Malik, has left in his heart. To him, his Zayn abandoned him multiple times and disappointed him a few more. Liam has taken care of him and been the only father figure in his life. But the truth is, Jaimie doesn't know anything. He doesn't know that he has been a pawn in a long-term ploy by his father. He knows nothing, but will soon know everything. EDIT: This story is MINE and original. The only other copy of this work is on Ao3 under DeeLa17. Any other copies or translations outside of these users are not mine. Please refrain from stealing or publishing on any other platform WITHOUT my consent. If you wish to translate it into another language, feel free to contact me. TW: drug abuse, attempt suicide, depression, anxiety FOLLOW UP STORY TO FOR LOVERS ONLY

First loves are hard to forget. Harry and Zayn knew this all too well - revolving around one another since they were teenagers. After years in a toxic relationship with someone he thought he loved dearly, Zayn decides to follow his heart and chase his forever-lost love. This time he won't let go, but it won't be easy - there's too much at stake and it might cost him. TW; emotional abuse, suicide attempt, drugs, alcool, violence, divorce and anxiety EDIT: This story is MINE and original. The only other copy of this work is on Ao3 under DeeLa17. Any other copies or translations outside of these users are not mine. Please refrain from stealing or publishing on any other platform WITHOUT my consent. If you wish to translate it into another language, feel free to contact me. Features mostly T!Zayn and B!Harry. With some versatility.

𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘪𝘳 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘰𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘦, 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘭 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦. Harry is cheeky, the one with the dad jokes, a bit of a troublemaker and never short of female attention. But he has also been carrying around a secret. While he goes away the summer before uni to work on an Italian vineyard and winery, Harry meets his match with a certain boy from his past and his life changes forever • Zarry AU in Tuscany, Italy and London • Contains drinking, strong language, drug use, mentions physical abuse, some violence, and explicit sexual scenes Completed July 2021 | V

Harry's life isn't exactly something that he's happy with. It's not that he doesn't have wonderful friends and family but he just wants something different to happen in his life. He gets his wish when the new bad boy, Zayn Malik, comes to town. Zayn may scare everyone else but Harry is intrigued by the dangerous boy and is determined to get him to open up. But Harry doesn't know the dark life that the boy has been living and Zayn doesn't want him to know what happens behind closed doors.

Jesse was a fucking idiot for saying all the right words that have been haunting Harry for the past few days. Right after Zayn Malik smiled at him and made him feel so special, he let it all go. "Zayn." Harry whispers onto his lips. He's done. They're done. "I love you." Or, where Harry Styles was a confused teenager with no idea what he wanted and Zayn Malik just happened to be the one thing so unreachable, that he held onto. All rights reserved @ZarryNouisOTP

✔[Completed] "We loved with a love that was more than love." ― Edgar Allan Poe. Harry Styles doesn't care where his life is leading him after every betrayal and loss he has faced in his 20 years. He's tired of fighting for money and love, who obviously aren't on his side and Zayn Malik could be a star in the empty dark sky he has been wandering in. Or maybe, the brightest and the most beautiful star in the sky full of dull stars since he was 18. After all, like Zayn says, it's a game. A game that they didn't sign up for. [Warnings: May trigger some stuff, contains paranormal activity and spirits in the start (not focused on these things), emotional thoughts at some point that makes you wanna jump out of a window and cry, smut and smut and smut and some dangerously weird plot twists in between] [All rights reserved @tgkkie]

Where Harry gets the wrong impression when Zayn suggests, "Our cats should date!"