TRIGGER WARNING: MENTIONS OF DEPRESSION, SUICIDE, ANXIETY, ETC. Welcome to my brain on my darkest days and nights. I'm warning you, it's not pretty, so continue at your own risk. This involves questions I find myself asking on a daily basis, rants, existential crises, mentions of triggering topics and depressing thoughts. It might also contain some good things if it happened to be a good day. Don't bother with well-wishing comments or trying to help; it's a waste of your precious time on earth. Cover is not mine.