where one ambivelent girl trusts one cheeky boy who ends up being exactly who she thought he was when they first met

New Country. New School. New Friends. New Life. New Beginning. Fresh Start. Clean Slate. Start Over. Have you ever wanted to move away and start all over again? That’s all Vanessa has ever wanted. She wants to move away from the life she has grown to hate and start her life all over again. Bullies. Abuse. Depression. Self-Hatred. Weak. Useless. Pathetic. Lost. Feeling unwanted and under-appreciated aren’t new feelings for young Vanessa Bell, living in constant fear and worry isn’t either. It can take just a few words to bring someone’s self-esteem plummeting for the ground and add a few bruises here and there and all self-worth will be lost. Feeling numb from all the pain is usually a good thing but when you’ve been hurt so much to the point where you don’t feel anything anymore. You’ll often find yourself asking “What is the point?” or “Why do I even bother?” Maybe Vanessa will find her way, maybe in a place called Sydney, maybe with the help of a boy named Luke. When Vanessa chooses to “Start All Over” maybe she’ll find it’s the best decision she’s ever made. {Warning: Will contain triggering thoughts and action and involves sensitive topics like depression, death, suicide and abuse} **This is very poorly written because when I wrote it I was 13 so please read knowing that I was a very dumb 13 year-old or read later when I've finished rewriting which is a slow process but I'm getting there, sorry** UNDERGOING EDITING COPYRIGHT © 2012-2013 CUDDLINGHEMMINGS

[] he was just truly, madly, crazy, deeply in love with his best friend.

Meet Ashley, the new winner for XFactor 2013. Colin invites her to a party and when she arrives, she's pulled away by Simon Cowell and is introduced to no other, One Direction. She is forced to act to be Harry Styles girlfriend, it sounded easy but she always disliked him. When Harry moves into Ash's house, feelings towards each other start to develop and before she could stop herself, she falls in love with him but does Harry love her back? What happens when the brain and heart are fighting between each other and their feelings towards each other are even more confused? What happens when a famous old friend that she loved visits Ashley and Harry finally confesses his feelings to her in one night? Who will she choose and is New Year's Eve their night to prove their love towards each other or is it just another night for disastrous accidents to happen and once again, tears them apart from each other once more? © GeordieStyle