This is the story of how I fell in love at the age of sixteen. This is my rise and fall, the battle against my insecurities and doubts, and the journey with my fifty shades. This is the confusion, the pain, the love... This is my heart on paper. This is my desire compressed in words.

Emma needed love to escape from all her problems and the conflicts she had in her life . So inspite of all the unstable realtionships she's been through , Emma is still taking a risk and willing to find the one. But after she had fell in love with anothr guy whom she was conviced that he's the one , Emma didn't know what destiny had hidden for her and what's behind that door she decided to look through . So then, she realized that this step she had made turned to be the most collosal mistake of her life.

Clary was never happy in school nor at home. Her mother and father divorced when she was two and now here mother is marrying her friend luke. Being the center of bullying in her old school and transferring with her new family to a new town, would things get any better? Or will they even be worse.. First time writing a fanfic

CURRENTLY IN THE PROCESS OF BEING REWRITTEN!

"He stared at me for seconds, minutes maybe, before turning around and walking away, leaving my soul bare, tearing down my defensive walls and stripping me from whatever's left of my shattered heart. I wanted to cry, but the tears refused to be shed from my bloodshot eyes. I cannot lose him. He, my last shot of liquor, my last dosage of drugs, my last chance at not being alone anymore. He, the only friend I have. He, the satisfying taste of sin after decades of being a flawless saint. I try to run after him. My shaky hand reaches out to touch him, to stop this beautiful creature from leaving, but the second my fingers touch his sculptured body, he disappears. He vanishes and leaves me wondering if he ever existed; if he was real or it was just my delusional mind."