She thought the world was against her and being loved just wasn't for her, until she met four boys determined to change that. (the writing in this is certainly not my best, just a heads up) warning: this book deals with triggering topics such as eating disorders, self-harm, and suicide. [highest ranking ~ #1 fanfiction] 2015 by mrcalibu. All rights reserved (I do not own 5 Seconds of Summer, Hi Or Hey Records, Arzaylea, Bryana Holly, or any real-life characters that may be involved in the story. I only own my own characters, such as Daisy. Every character and their actions in this book is strictly fictional.)

Sequel to 'you say it's all for love' Ashton,Ava & Ella have moved away hoping to start a new life. Now it's been 6 years, now everything has changed. Ella is 10 years old and now is suffering from self harm and depression. Hoping to disappear forever, will she get away from the bullies? Ava must fight her enemies in need to save her daughters life, and most certainly Ashton's. Or else there's nothing to fight for anymore.

"What's it like?" Luke whispered, playing with her hands as they sat there in silence "Hmm?" She turned her head to see the tall boy next to her "Depression, what's it like?" She thought long and hard about her answer, "It's like drowning but... you can see everyone else around you... breathing" ••••• "I'm Fine" - the biggest lie a person has ever told. Courtney was Luke's best friend until she fell into depression and there was no one to catch her. Not until Mark came along and everything was okay, apart from Luke was being torn apart every time he saw them - but it was making her happy, the relationship, so he was 'Fine'. Mark brutally broke up with Courtney and now she won't talk to anyone. Courtney has depression again but it's worse - and Luke has to bring her out of it.

Ava Winters is a normal 16 year old girl, she loves to make art and write poems and stories. But one thing no one notices is that she is being abused by her dad and has a eating disorder. Her boyfriend Michael Clifford is in a band, they make covers on youtube. Ava is getting more depressed and Michael is getting scared about what his girlfriend might do. Will their love survive or will it need to be saved in the history books.

We can only get closer and closer... disclaimer: bad [discontinued] [Michael Clifford AU]

After numerous years of going from foster home to foster home, you don't really expect for one to actually want you. disclaimer: bad [discontinued] [5sos au]