She thought the world was against her and being loved just wasn't for her, until she met four boys determined to change that. (the writing in this is certainly not my best, just a heads up) warning: this book deals with triggering topics such as eating disorders, self-harm, and suicide. [highest ranking ~ #1 fanfiction] 2015 by mrcalibu. All rights reserved (I do not own 5 Seconds of Summer, Hi Or Hey Records, Arzaylea, Bryana Holly, or any real-life characters that may be involved in the story. I only own my own characters, such as Daisy. Every character and their actions in this book is strictly fictional.)

"What's with all the happyfaces?" "If I pretend I'm happy for long enough maybe one day i'll actually be happy." disclaimer: this story contains some triggering scenes dealing with abuse, self harm, suicidal thoughts, etc. i do not encourage anyone who may be triggered to read this story. i also do not encourage self harm, eating disorders, suicidal thoughts, intoxication, drug use, etc. i have created this story for your entertainment, but also to educate about the dangers of many things. read at your own risk.