I've always been the shy nerdy girl , that I'm not REALLY - on the inside . When I gain a friend -making the grand total 1- ( not that I'm complaining ) he helps me be myself . The true me . Losing my doubts , and just being ME. Well, that's gonna be new . Also , what's the deal with bad-boy Blake paying me all this attention . Maybe I'll figure it out ,or maybe I'll wreck it all up like I usually do . Probably both . But who said I was predictable ?