in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phil wonders why.

" we're friends right? well, you can't really tell me otherwise anyway, which is probably why we're friends. " Or the story of an overenthusiastic boy called Phil, who has trouble shutting up, and a reluctantly mute boy called Dan, who's life is falling apart, and how they both come to realise that sometimes - actions can speak louder than words.

" my name's blurry face and I care what you think. " Dan Howell has an unknown condition where he cannot see faces - no matter what he wears or does - they are always a blur. The doctors nicknamed it 'blurry face', and there's absolutely nothing they can do about it; Dan will have to live without faces. That is, until he meets Phil Lester - the 'bad boy' of Dan's new school - who's face is strangely visible to Dan; much to Dan's wonder and Phil's distaste.

Dan Howell secretly loves Phil Lester. Phil Lester secretly loves Dan Howell. Dan Howell is bullied. Phil Lester is best friends with Dan's bully. Dan Howell wants to die. Phil Lester is too afraid to stop him.

Angels with black wings aren't angels, so what are they? Troye is a depressed, anorexic boy in need of someone. Tyler is a smart, happy new boy who has everyone. Troye's wings won't always save him when he falls, especially if he's the one who makes himself jump in the first place. +COMPLETED, self harm, depression, anorexia, suicidal scenes, triggering content, violence, smut, five seconds of summer added, basically a sad fic, be warned. AngelXDemon this shits not good pls stop reading it it's 2021 😭 read my recent stuff about bts if you want actual ~semi~ decent writing😔✌🏻I appreciate the love tho, it's just not a very good fic, I wrote it when I was like 14 so just a warning - you'll probably lose brain cells reading it, ok bye.

*Trigger Warning* It's several years into the future. Troye and Tyler are happily married and living in an apartment near the center of LA. When Tyler comes back after a late night of work, Troye isn't waiting for him like he usually does, and all Tyler can find is... A suicide note?

Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts with into seeing him as your average person. The isolation as he desperately tries to keep others from finding out, the bitterness that wells up inside of him each and every time he's reminded that he'll never be like everyone else, the fear that nothing will ever change. He's fated to be this way forever; a misfit from society. Isolation can only go so far though, so when he's struggling to make ends meet and he's faced with the option of looking into a serious job or taking on a roommate, he opts for what seems like the easier option at the time. It doesn't seem so easy ten failed roommates into the process, or when he sits down at a table to meet with prospect number eleven and ends up with a coffee spilled all over his lap. Potential roommate number eleven, Phil, turns out to be an insufferable optimistic ball of sunshine that Dan wants nothing to do with. His options are running out though, as are the savings he's been using to pay his rent, so he finds himself begrudgingly agreeing to let the other man move in. Neither of them have any way of knowing just what they've gotten themselves into as they shake on the matter, but time will tell.

22 year old Troye Sivan is the new worldwide sensation: breaking records with each album and becoming one of the most desired men on the globe. Being far away from his friends and family, while also finding it difficult to find a long-lasting connection, he develops an addiction to sex and paying someone to spend each night with him. Slowly losing his once bubbly side he used to have, he is left with a dark and mysterious side that no-one believes they can break. However, a certain guest he invites into his hotel room one night pulls and interesting glint in Troye's eye, and eventually their relationship develops. This is a smutty fanfiction but there will be only a small amount of triggering material but no deaths in this fanfiction, there may also be a little bit of fluff as the story progresses. My inspiration from this story is heavily inspired by colour-me-troyler 'Escort' which if you haven't read it by now, I seriously advise you to. It's literally one of the best Troyler fanfictions out there! Constructive critisism is seriously appreciated! I am a newbie :) Thanks for reading x

What if you could hear them? The thoughts they deigned not reasonable enough to say out loud, the things not suitable for even a giggly teenage gossip conversation. Would it be a blessing or a curse? Troye, the unlucky teenager bestowed with this 'gift', thinks of it as a curse, with good reason. Do you know how hard it is to keep a relationship with someone when you know exactly what they think of you? Impossible. It's impossible. Or at least that's what Troye thinks, considering he's given up on even trying to make it work. He's different, people shun different. People hate different. And it's better to go under the radar, to be nothing, than to be hated. Right? Tyler, on the other hand, has taken a different approach to a similar problem. No, he can't 'read minds', but he does have a part of himself he doesn't want a soul to know about. He's quarterback, every girl's dream guy, an academic mastermind, and he's also gay. He's seen how different kids get treated, hell, he's been the one to treat them that way before. Why on Earth would he ever wish that on himself? No, it's easier to hide, to be someone you're not, than to be hated. Right?

"People think that dying is quick. That all of a sudden it's dark, and then the light appear. Well it's not like that. Your senses shuts one by one, but before that you remember the most beautiful and tragic memories." Warning: sad, main character is dying (yeah i hate me to for writing that)