agliophobia. fear of pain. i never asked to be abused. i wonder what changed.

"why don't you eat?" he whispered, softly. "i want to be s k i n n y ." she replied.

All he's ever wanted was his collar bones showing, maybe even a small thigh gap, the abs of a true athlete. Anything that would make him seem more presentable. And during these five months, Louis was determined to reach his goal just in time for their next tour. And that night, as Louis sat crouched down in front of the porcelain toilet bowl, he made a promise to himself. 'I'll reach my goal, ninety-nine pounds...even if it kills me.' [TRIGGER WARNING: contains content of self-harm, bulimia, anorexia, self-hatred, etc. if any of these topics I'll trigger you please do not read. I want to make sure everyone is safe while reading my fanfiction.] Copyright © 2014, w3allshipthebullsh1t on Wattpad

I'll stop when I'm skinny. DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED

In which a young girl finds the love and support she never had in a group of young boys. warning: involves serious topics like suicide, eating disorders & self harm !! read at your own risk and remember im here for you. ♡ (discontinued)

She thought the world was against her and being loved just wasn't for her, until she met four boys determined to change that. (the writing in this is certainly not my best, just a heads up) warning: this book deals with triggering topics such as eating disorders, self-harm, and suicide. [highest ranking ~ #1 fanfiction] 2015 by mrcalibu. All rights reserved (I do not own 5 Seconds of Summer, Hi Or Hey Records, Arzaylea, Bryana Holly, or any real-life characters that may be involved in the story. I only own my own characters, such as Daisy. Every character and their actions in this book is strictly fictional.)