"My Mama hates me. She's jealous of me. She hates me. She hates me." Read at your own caution. This is a dark story.

[slow updates] Kyle Collins and Cloelia (preferably be called Clo) Bennett have been best friends ever since Kyle gave Clo a purple crayon in kindergarten. And just like any girl and guy that ended up as best friends, Kyle falls in love with her in their sophomore year. But Kyle never confessed to Clo, afraid of being rejected and worse of all, afraid to end their friendship. Before Kyle can change his mind, he lost his chance when something tragically happened to Clo. Told in Kyle's point of view, this book unfolds the love story between Kyle and Clo, starting all the way back in their childhood.

The only thing I've ever wanted was (A) my dad back and (B) to get the hell out of my town. Maybe if the accident never happened then things would be different but life kind of fucked me over so there's no chance of going back now. Even Kia wouldn't convince me that I'd be okay, and I love that kid. I guess I'm just tired. My bodies tired. It feels like for the past five years I've been wading in water, but instead of settling to the shallow ocean floor I'm in the deep end. And honestly I don't know how much longer I can last. Copyright © 2015. All rights reserved WARNING!- I have erased the original story and rewritten everything. If you have been following this story you might want to re-read, there are lots of changes.

Clea Walther was not an ordinary eighteen-year-old girl. She was different, and her life had never been perfect. Her only brother, Luca, thrives to protect her from the ordinary crash courses of life. When detective Scott Lancaster, a small town detective, knocks on their door early Wednesday morning, everything turns to dust when they arrest Luca for the murder of Clea's previous adoptive family in San Diego. Clea is broken as her only family is taken away from her. She turns to Luca's best friend, Ryan, for help, only to find him "missing." Will Clea find Ryan in time and rescue her brother? Or are the murders more twisted than she thought?