It was in essence, pure unadulterated bliss. I found that I was addicted after that, It was like I had been fed for the first time. Destruction, it was a beautiful thing... The story of a dancer's redemption.

To look deeper, you can take the meanings of theoretical to mean relating to or based on a theory, and hypothetical to mean relating to, or based on a hypothesis. Hypothetically thinking. India is a woman who have been depressed, a woman who is numb to the pain and numb to her thoughts. After losing everything she is convinced that she well never find love again...especially the love she once knew.