Luke Hemmings. Popular, pretty, smart, sweet..And on top of all of that.. A self-harming, suicidal, depressed, anorexic Nervous, scared, insecure. Everything he hates is himself. But looks are deceiving. And it will take a miracle or a mistake to find out. © Copyright 2015 ChangeFate

"Fat fat fat," Luke clawed at his body. "All I am, is fat." - Luke Hemmings is ugly. Luke Hemmings is fat. Luke Hemmings likes to puke. Luke Hemmings despised eating. Luke Hemmings is every negative comment made about him. Luke Hemmings is gay. Luke Hemmings is pretending. Luke Hemmings is damaged goods. Ashton Irwin is hot. Ashton Irwin is skinny. Ashton Irwin loves to eat. Ashton Irwin is smart. Ashton Irwin is amazing. Ashton Irwin is everything Luke needs. Ashton Irwin is gay. Ashton Irwin is pretending. Ashton Irwin is noticing. Ashton Irwin is falling in love.

"You have a problem with falling, don't you?" "You have no idea." Cover by LilacLucas

Ashton is in a mental hospital, but this is the place where he meets his love. (Each chapter is only going to be a few words) *Warning* This story will contain depression and self harm ALSO, THIS COULD BE TRIGGERING! PLEASE DO NOT READ IF DEPRESSION AND SELF HARM TRIGGER YOU THIS IS A FANFIC THIS IS NOT REAL.

"...you were just a teacher and you meant nothing to me..." The only time Luke took medicine was to try to kill himself. The only time Ashton takes medicine is when he's sick and to make himself happy every morning. (Warning: Mentions of past self harm, drug use, physical abuse, sexual abuse, and heavy swearing.)

"Please don't leave me. Everyone always leaves me. J-Just stay." -- trigger warning thank you for the support, i love you all

"The physical scars and bruises are nothing compared to the damage underneath the surface."

Mute - the refraining of speech; temporarily speechless. "I am afraid to show you who I really am, because if I show you who I really am, you might not like it-and that's all I got." No one really knew what had gone on in the deranged head of Luke's. No one knew exactly what happened to him either within the time period of this year and the last, but no one cared to learn, anyway. After all, he was mute. Always seemed as if he was, and always seemed he'd be like that forever. And the last thing someone wants to do, is talk to someone who just won't talk back.

Michael didn't say much. Luke said nothing at all. Luke and Michael were perfect for each other. Silent. But still perfect. WINNER OF THE 'MUKE' BROMANCE AWARD ALSO AWARDED THE STORY WITH THE MOST VOTES OUT OF ALL OTHER CATAGORIES