"This is kind of awkward and weird, but I'm looking for a Connor Ryan Keller? I heard he stays here?" "If you want an autograph, just ask. I'm quite busy, sir." "I'm not a fan. I'm family." - Book 3 of 4

"Ashy?" Mikey frowned, sitting down across from me "Why don't you talk?" He asked, his aqua-green eyes flickered up to mine. I looked down and grabbed my book, writing down 'It hurts to talk.' I handed the paper to him. "Where does it hurt?" He frowned more. 'My throat.' I wrote down and showed him. He nodded and sighed. "I'll see you around, Ash." He got up and went to his friends' lunch table Leaving me alone. Ashtons' mute, Michael just wants to know why Ashton doesn't talk anymore Ashton thinks he is insane, because he sees things that over people don't, he's scared of telling Michael that he's abused by his father, cause' they got into a car accident that killed his mom. He also has one sibling, Savannah Marie Irwin. She's 16 and she hates Ashton, just like his father. His father almost sent him to a Insane Asylum. Sometimes, some things trigger his 'Insane sights' Which makes a Dark Affect

Ashton's life has turned upside down. He's fallen in love with his best friend, and his depression's started up again, but now it's even worse than ever. Ashton becomes really good at hiding his feelings, but is hiding them really a good decision?

*Triggering* Ashton Irwin. The drummer for the band 5 Seconds of Summer. He is a closeted gay and plans to keep it that way. He has a crush on his best friend and fellow band mate Luke Hemmings. But Luke Hemmings is straight and has a beautiful girlfriend. Also nobody knows that Ashton hates himself and wants to die. He's slowly killing himself by self harm and anorexia. He's slowly wasting away and nobody notices. Will anybody be able to fix the broken boy before it's too late? *this story will be Ashton's POV unless I say so*