"Stay low, go fast. Kill first, die last. One shot, one kill. Not luck, all skill." That is what they always told us. "And never for the life of you try to do it any other way!" Yet after hearing this for so many years I still don't know if this life was meant for me. I have seen the consequences of people who have tried to get out of this life but it never works out in the end. They always end up dead. We all do.