the thoughts of others terrify me... so here's mine. (#1 poet - 08.03.19) (#1 sadpoems - 08.04.19) (#2 poem - 08.11.19) (#1 thoughtsandfeelings - 08.14.19)

A young woman who was always the life of the party, quick to tell a joke, always smiling and happy, tragically dies at age 23. What her mother found after her death reflected a much different young woman, her poetry. Her words showed a young woman crying out to feel loved, wanted, beautiful and worthy. Struggling to accept herself as the wonderful, happy, beautiful young woman everyone else saw her as. Her words reflect the pain and torment she allowed another to cause her. It is her mother's most heart felt desire to reach even one young person struggling to accept themselves. To encourage them to open up and talk to someone, to know they are never alone, to know their feelings are validated. She also hopes to reach a mother that perhaps feels her daughter is perfect and completely in charge of her life, as mothers often do. After reading her poetry, hopefully it will facilitate conversation, confirm unconditional love and help to end words that a mother never hears. I am her mother and these are her words.

My works #9 //. Thug's Nanny Sequel Book 2 • Wattpad's original YG love story YunginDiamond™ ©2015 all copyrights reserved Writers : YunginDiamond & redruM-

A series of stories and poems relating to breakups, friends, and life

Read if you're rad. Just poetry I make when sad. [collection over 2015-2016] -L X R A E

What is love when push comes a shove You should've never stayed You knew your heart would get played He the best at shooting three's But love isn't in his dictionary can't you see He might be the point guard But he thinks being faithful is way too hard You know dating him is a sin But you don't care because in order to be happy you must LOSE TO WIN

We use to lay up and then stay up Have sex and then blow dank I shouldn't have played no games with you, just levelled up my rank Last time I saw you we ain't speak that was strange Guess it's nothing I can do, man it's true, ex's change, yeah Guess you changed for the better (better) I know you know how to make me jealous I was never loyal, let you tell it, yo But I'm ready to fix it if you ready, baby But so, so So gimme all of you in exchange for me Just give me all of you in exchange for me, for me