why can't you see the true meaning of me? did it start when I changed? did it start when you first saw me cry? what made you? why did you leave me here? I don't understand why you left me WHY I keep asking myself what did I do wrong what did I say please tell me I'm lost in the depth of my soul I can't find the light that can help me out of this mess , HELP ME I can feel the cold hands of sadness touching my skin as I shed a single tear ,