"I want to die!" He said through gritted teeth. "I can't handle all the guilt and memories anymore! Please." Was he really begging me to kill him? The cold metal is heavy in my hand, and it's shine is slippery against my trembling fingers. "No!" I shout. "I'm not letting you take the cowards path. You are going to fight this!" He grabbed his mask off the side of the bridge and placed it on his face, his dark blue eyes never once leaving mine. "If you won't kill, I'll find someone who will." - Ana is a normal twenty four year old who was just trying to live her life. She works hard studying to get her degree in law, all while juggling the chores of life. She lives alone on a lonely farm with nothing but a few cows and horses to keep her company. But when a certain Soldier comes into her life, her world is turned completely upside down. Will she really help a man who took so many lives away? Soldier is lost. He saved a man he thinks he knows, and the price is him being hunted for death. HYDRA wants him dead. SHIELD says they can help him, but he knows their lying. Completely lost, he finds himself hunting for answers, but finds himself facing a woman with a terrible temper. But she isn't afraid of him. She isn't trying to kill him in his sleep. He can't help but wonder, Can she really help him remember? But cold reality is never far behind, as he soon releases that he may be placing the person who he might have feelings for in danger. HYDRA isn't about to give up their killer.

'She loved you, Buck' Bucky looked back down at her and started to remember things too, as he remembered things, he started whispering the first thoughts that came to mind. 'Aren't you a bit tall for a girl...'; He mumbled, shaking his head as the memory flooded in. 'I love you,' Bucky whispered, kneeling down and pressing his forehead against her shoulder.

Agent Josephine Pierce is the adoptive daughter of Alexander Pierce, traitor to S.H.I.E.L.D. He never cared for her though. When she was a very young age he made her into a weapon that he could use against S.H.I.E.L.D in an emergency. The surgeries and experiments had a lot of effects on her physical and mental health. Unlike her father, Josephine is very compassionate and hates to see anyone in pain, so she is furious when she finds out what Hydra has been doing to Bucky Barnes for the last seventy years. And she has the guts to betray her dad and help the WInter Soldier. Disclaimer: I don't own any Marvel characters, including Bucky Barnes. The only character I own is Josephine.

What if Tony had convinced Steve to sign the accords immediately after the tunnel incident? What if Bucky had been sent to a psychiatric facility rather than Wakanda, and the downfall of the Avengers had never happened? James Buchanan Barnes is a walking shadow of his former self. His mind is a mess of half-memories, the only constant memory being of the color red. There's blood staining his hands- blood he never wanted there, but that's there nonetheless. When he's sent to the Virginia State Psychiatric Facility, just a few miles south of the capital of the United States, no one can seem to get much out of him. He remains just as mysterious as he was when he first walked in the doors. Until Athena, a specialist known for dealing with PTSD patients, is assigned to be his psychologist. And then suddenly a whole world of horrors is uncovered, and his repressed days of torture come screaming back to life in vivid color. As Athena gets to know him, she realizes that everything Steve has said- about Bucky being a victim, not a villain- is absolutely true. And suddenly she must fight to not only save Bucky from himself, but also to clear his name in the eyes of the world- because after all, she's the only one with undeniable proof of his past. The only thing is, she must find the courage to use it. Bucky x OC 《 copyright @jordan7095 》 Cover picture is not mine. it is from Tumblr. credit goes to whoever made it.

Her powers were uncontrollable, but could even the great Avengers help her? Darby Whitmore is a young woman who was born with incredible powers, and they are stronger than she knows. When she is taken in by the Avengers, their next mission is her. ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• "No you're not. I was in your position some time ago. I thought I was drowning too. The fact is that you've simply been under the water too long. You just need a life raft to pull you out of the water before you inhale...." "And what is my life raft?" "Anything that keeps you from wanting to stay under." ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• NOTE: i wrote this when i was a teenager so lots of fluff!! "If this book somehow had 3,000 chapters, I would be tempted to stay up all night and read it to the end X3" -TricoFeather "OH MY GOODNESS!!!! I LOVE THIS BOOK!!!!!!! THE BUCKY FEELS😍😍😍..." -ellie7437 "Terribly cheesy in the best way possible..." -SophiaBumblebia

❝Whatever happens, I will never stop loving you.❞ . . .in which they are broken and battered, but their love for one another is what keeps them from completely falling apart. [BOOK TWO] [Highest ranking: #9 in fanfiction as of 5/26/18]

•• Reyna hasn't had the easiest life. Born to a father responsible for unspeakable crimes, she is forced to flee her home at the age of twelve, leaving her loving mother at the will of her father. Ten years later, Reyna, now a S.H.I.E.L.D. agent, is on the run from Hydra, wanted by the evil organization because of the identity of her long-dead parents. She's spent years running from herself, but when a man with a metal arm appears and takes her prisoner, Reyna is forced to realize that if she doesn't start facing up to who she really is, her past might just end up killing her. •• Bucky x OC 《 copyright @jordan7095 》 Cover picture is not mine. it is from Tumblr. credit goes to whoever made it.

'Ordinary' Sawyer Emerson had always felt herself compensating for the void she never felt she filled, volunteering galore and globally to create a difference. Even despite meeting thousands of new faces on her journeys, she'd still fall into bed each night with a painful ache of unimportance. But all it took was one attempted murder, one stray hound and one broken man to flip her entire introverted existence and toss it onto its head.

Confused, the Winter Soldier, aka Bucky, wonders around the streets of New York. He can't go back to HYDRA, they would wipe his memory again. And he wants to remember. He want's to remember who Steve was, the man that he was ordered to kill but was also claimed to be his best friend. He somehow stumbles into a woman's apartment named Amelia, looking for medical help, and for some reason, Amelia decides to help him. As she finds out more about him, she decides to teach him how to live like a human in the 21st century and also helps him to remember his past. But disaster strikes as HYDRA finds Bucky, and when they try to find Steve they also find out that unfortunately he has been kidnapped by HYDRA too. And so their first mission begins. [ Bucky and OFC fanfiction. All characters, SHIELD and HYDRA belong to Marvel, except my own characters Amelia, Evan and whoever else I decide to add into the story. The description sounds crap, but I swear I'll try my best to make the story good with humor, romance and adventure:) ]

Rhea is a trained and skilled SHIELD agent. She is tasked with the job of bringing in criminals all over the world for SHIELD's many secret reasons. Her next mission is to bring in The Winter Soldier. What will happen when these two highly trained and strong people cross paths? Will she be able to turn him in?