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  • Anonymously Sweet -Larry Stylinson Short Story- AU
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    Warning: Contains A Plot line based on Bulimia and Anorexic behaviors. NOT EXACTLY LARRY! Louis is suffering from bulimia and is very distant to eating. Harry, a young boy, just happens to take notice. Being the cute boy he is, why not be anonymously sweet? ©AvannahSay Stolen Prologues, Chapters, and Epilogues are pun...

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  • Bracelets ▼ Larry Stylinson
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    "Why do you wear so many bracelets?"

  • Habits (Larry)
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    "Louis, no. None of those things i said were true, okay? None. I want you here Louis. Niall. Zayn, and Liam want you here. Your family wants you here. Your millions of fans want you here." "...But maybe I don't want to be here." (Larry fanfiction, written in 2014, updated in 2016)

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  • Don't Touch Me // Larry AU
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    "Please," I begged, "it hurts, please stop." He looked down at me with his cold eyes and his evil grin. I wouldn't beg again. That was the last time I ever begged for anything. Although, my decision still didn't stop the screams escaping me. AU where Harry was raped and is now considered an outcast in his school. Co...

  • Sad, Beautiful, Tragic
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    Larry Stylinson fanfic. TRIGGERING. Eating Disorders, Depression and Self Harm present.

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  • Suicidal ➵ Larry Stylinson
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    "Why do you want to kill yourself?" Harry asked cautiously, watching as Louis' frown slowly turned into a grin. "Why don't you want to kill yourself?" He asked, tilting his head to the side and watching Harry's reaction. Harry took a deep breath before answering, "So I can live." Louis laughed, "I want to kill mysel...

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  • Broken Trust (boyxboy)
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    "I fell to the ground and started crying, hard. But I didn't try to stop or hide my tears. I curled into a fetal position in attempt to shield myself from any more blows. I didn't try to fight back because I knew they were right. Why would anyone want something like me? I’m nothing special...I don't deserve him. "

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  • sad boys - phan
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    (crossdressing!phil) phil is insecure, has anxiety, and has selfharm tendencies. (anorexia!dan) dan just wants to be thin. (trigger warning, selfharm/suicidal thoughts-actions/anorexia/ect...)

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  • Phan (Phil and Dan) - Cuttings
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    This is a Phan fanfic that I wrote a very long time ago :3 if you're not a fan of boyxboy stories then click the fuck away from my story ok? Ok. Love, Tova :3 <3

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  • Just Let Me Die
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    The Guardians never knew that Jack was keeping secrets. They never knew how lost he was. They never knew about the nightmares. They never imagined he was lonely, even after he joined the Guardians. The self-harm was one thing. The nightmares were another. But the suicidal thoughts? The attempts? No, they never t...

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  • The Abused Boy (BoyxBoy)
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    A teenage boy named Jason is abused by he's parents who adopted him and dont accept him for being gay. He hides in the boys locker room to hide to not play football. He was dragged into football because he could fail and stay back. But one day he meets a nice boy and things start to change.

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  • Tiny (boyxboy)
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    I'm going to rewrite this story in a whole new thing, starting over completely.

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  • Chasing Suicide (BXB)
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    Jude's life goal was to make people happy. People...or a person. Anyone really. He valued happiness more than anything and wanted to be able to share that if it meant possibly making someone else happy. He finally got his chance, but with Aster, the unsocial 17 year old that everyone else thought wasn't worth their t...

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  • The Boy Next Door. // Phan
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    When Phil and his family have to move house because his dad got a new job, what will he think about the boy next door? This is a joint Fanfic between me and my friend.....mostly me ;) (tbh he wrote one chapter😂😂) Hey this is my first phanfic so like be nice. I don't own Dan or Phil or any of the real life people...

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  • Drive // PHAN
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    [COMPLETE] Dan sends anonymous texts to his bully, Phil. Bad decisions lead to unrefined, sloppy, disgusting love. warnings; -panic attacks -hurt/comfort -self harm -eating disorder

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  • Fighter-A Phan Story
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    Dan Howell and Phil Lester are constantly haunted by Dan's suicide attempt. A story about love, depression, and recovery. This is a series adapted from the one shot, Skinny Love. Read it here:http://www.wattpad.com/story/3493044-skinny-love-phan Triggers: Suicide, depression, boyxboy Author Note: Written by request

  • Just by Chance- Phan AU
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    Dan is that kid. The popular boy that every girl swoons over, that everyone wants to be friends with, the boy that's a complete jerk to anyone lower on the totem pole. But deep down, he's just trying to hide and ignore his own secret- that he's gay. Phil is Dan's usual target. Openly gay, awkward, and nerdy, he seems...

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  • Snapchat?... || Phan (unedited)
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    Who would have thought an app could have brought two people together. Who would have thought an app could have saved someone's life. Who would have thought an app could make someone a better person. Who would have thought an app could change someone's life for the better.

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  • Bad Words | phan
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    "I have a bet." "I don't give a damn about your bet, Phil." "I bet you can't control your mouth while we're working on the project." "Fuck off." "If you don't cuss, you win and-" "And you'll curse." "Fine, but if I win," Phil smirked, "you have to kiss me." "You're on, Lester." "Try me, Howell." trigger warning: alcoh...

  • Pest//phan au
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    Dan Howell has never been the most social person. He can't be touched, or else he has a major panic attack; he's cold and distant to everyone except his best friend, Cat; all he ever really does is study. One day, an unusually perky boy moves to town and becomes extremely interested in Dan. TRIGGER WARNING: panic atta...

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  • colors ;; phan
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    "well, what can i say sweater boy, you and i mix as well as those damn paints on my brushes and the colors in those sunsets you love so much."

  • Yin And Yang (Phan)
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    Phil is a guy who likes to wear light pastel colors and flower crowns. Dan is a guy who likes black and is a "punk" When Phil's parents die he is moved into an orphanage. Dan had lived in the orphanage for years and decided to take the new guy who gets picked on under his wing. Maybe things go well? Or maybe they just...

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  • Colors {Phan}
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    AU: Everyone is born seeing black and white. You start to see colors when you first kiss your soulmate. Dan and Phil get completely wasted at a club and wake up seeing colors. Neither of them remembers what happens. update from the author, 2 years later: this shit is cringy and rushed as fuck i'm just warning you guys...

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  • Muse - Phan (Dan and Phil fanfiction)
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    Highschool au Dan's POV COMPLETE - Phil is the new boy at Dan's school. He's so mysterious and captivating, and no matter how hard Dan tries to ignore him, Phil keeps popping up everywhere. And Dan can't help but feel like everything Phil does and is is worth a song, a story, a painting. Anything. But Dan is no good...

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  • young god • phan
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    THIS STORY HAS BEEN DISCONTINUED!! "mrs. howell, your son was born..." the doctor, dr. madison, takes a deep breath. "perfectly healthy. you've given birth to a god." - in which being born with a disease or condition is normal, and those born healthy are declared gods. //phan + a bit of kickthestickz //lowercase inten...

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  • latte mornings ; phan (on hold !)
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    "it's closing time. i'd normally have to ask you to leave, but i'd rather ask you out." just another coffee shop au © 2016 -oceanrising

  • I'm Your Stalker (Phan)
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    This is the third and final phanfic of my 'Stalker Series' - 1st phanfic : I'm Not A Stalker (completed) 2nd phanfic: Be My Stalker (completed) ~~~~~~~~~~ Have a look into Dan and Phil's life after they've finally developed a stable and trust worthy relationship. Read through the endless group chats they have with PJ...

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  • Be My Stalker 《Phan》*editing*
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    *currently being edited* This is the second phanfic of my 'Stalker Series' - 1st phanfic : I'm Not A Stalker (completed) 2nd phanfic: Be My Stalker (completed) 3rd phanfic: I'm your stalker (ongoing) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ After Dan finds out that his Boyfriend and his true love has been lying to him throughout the time...

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  • I'm Not A Stalker 《Phan》
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    This is the first phanfic of my 'Stalker Series' - 1st phanfic : I'm Not A Stalker (completed) 2nd phanfic: Be My Stalker (completed) 3rd phanfic: I'm Your Stalker (completed) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dan Howell is a young teenager, he has many thoughts and many questions about the world and life. He spends every night fig...

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  • addiction ✎ phan
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    [COMPLETED] when dan buys cigarettes to a store who has a cute shop assistant

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