❛❛here is the lonely hum in my brain where your name used to be. ❜❜

Her mother’s job as a nanny has forced Shy and her mother to stay in the Smith’s mansion. She grow-up together with the Smith’s two sons, Nate and his brother Neil. Nate has always been mean and bullied her unlike Neil who was always nice to her. When she was 12 she finally leave the Smith when she and her mother moved to Canada to live with her new step-dad. When she accidentally met Nate again 6 years later, all she ever wanted was to avoid him while all he ever wanted was to show her that he actually cares.

A young lonely girl in need of comfort and love seeks refuge in a young singer and his best friend. Scarlet pushes her way through life with her head held high, as Kellin fights life along side her. Everything changes when a new girl comes into Vic's life, Caitlyn. Caitlyn is a bad-ass girl that is not afraid to fight and is hardly ever afraid, except when it comes to raising a child. Suddenley,Vic starts to drift away from Kellin, as he is too occupied with Caitlyn.These four characters embark upon journeys and life-changing experiences, some sad, some amusing and some just plain strange. So join the journey with Kellin, Scarlet, Vic and Caitlyn and also a few additional characters along the way. Roam through life with them and see the troubles they face along the long road that is called life...

Once upon a time everything was perfect. But things arent meant to stay perfect for long. Everything crumbles and eight years later its still falling apart that is until he came back into my life.

Never date a band member. Especially the lead singer. They get all the attention, all the girls, everything. And it's hard to just sit back and watch that. Well, it was for me, that is. I hated sitting back and watching him put everything before me. I was jealous of all the groupies and all the fans he saw every night. He'd never get with any of them, but still. I was jealous. Why? Because he was and is happier on stage then when he was home and got to see me, the "love of his life". He always did tell me that I came first. I know that's a lie though, because if I came first he would've been home me. Here I am, in Portland alone, depressed. And longing for someone to stay and talk to me. About all my secrets. Everything I've kept bottled up. Everything that I never told him while he was gone on tour. And now I never will. We broke up. I shouldn't cry about it though, I knew this would happen. That's what happens when you date the lead singer.

Its cold. Its snowing. Its midnight. You're alone. You've got nothing better to do but count change until you figure out a way to get home, that is until you whack someone with your car door. Will this person end up being just a helpful stranger, or a vital person in your life?

it won't let me post this on the original story but it's about the same thing okay

"Why me? You could have any girl you want, but why me? I'm nothing special..." "Because you're not just any girl. I've only known you for a few hours, and I can already tell that you're more than special. There's something about you that no other girl has. What you do to me is something no other girl can do to me. You make me feel something that no one's ever made me feel before. No other girl could compete with you. Please, just stay. Just please stay for tonight."

WARNING: SELF-HARM AND ANOREXIA On tour, Kellin battles his demons. He thinks he has no one, but when he and Vic rekindle their friendship, he'll discover he's not as alone as he previously thought.

Vic finally gains the courage to confess his feelings for Kellin, and Kellin is faced with some of the hardest decisions of his life.