Have you been hurt, rejected, and left alone? Have you ever experienced that you have a meaning to this stinking world? Cause I haven't experinced fitting in this world. All of my life I tried my best to not be myself just to fit in with others. No matter how hard I try, I just never fit in. So, I decided, I write on my diary, about 50 ways to kill yourself, because if they will just continue to disrespect me, it's better to die, than to be alive. I am Karla Camila Cabello, and this my folks, is where my story starts.