Alec just wants the world to stop. The person that he loves doesn't love him they are only " brothers".

"I'm not exactly a nice person am I?"

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❝An eye for an eye will only make the whole world blind.❞ [season 1] [alec lightwood] [shadowhunters] ©suiciders 2016

Alec's feelings for jace kept growing every day. He loves jace,so much that he yearned for him. He wanted to tie himself to him in any way possible.

Dreams. A series of images, ideas, sensations, and emotions occuring involuntarily in the mind during stages of sleep. A realm where the impossible can become possible, or your worst fear can come to life in a frighteningly realistic way. For Alec Lightwood, dreams were the only place where he could be with the one who had captured his heart. The only way he could touch his face, to feel his arms around his waist and look lovingly into his beautiful eyes. The only instance in which he knew the taste of his lips as familiarly as he knew his hometown. His dreams were the only place that Alec could truly be happy, once and for all, when he didn't have to pretend. When he could be himself without having to face the consequences or disapproval from his family--because, as long as he was under the safe blanket of his own mind, Jace could finally be his.

Random scenes and snippets from The Mortal Instruments and The Infernal Devices from the perspective of a different character. All characters and original story belong to Cassandra Clare.

Set after City of Lost Souls. Alec is absolutely miserable. He and Magnus are done and he has no one to blame but himself. He just wants to get back to how everything was before, but how can he do that? How can he forget everything that's happened? He doesn't think he can. And if he's being honest, he doesn't want to. What he really wants, more than anything else, is Magnus.

Magnus and Alec would do anything to be together. But is Alec willing to sacrifice everything for love?