Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts...
Phil can't fight it anymore, he has to accept it. He is in love with Daniel Howell. But how do you tell your best friend that you've secretly been in love with them for the past three years? But things soon change and Dan finds himself in Phil's position.- ALTERNATIVE ENDING TO COME
Nikos are only considered desirable if they had those eyes. Icy and cold. No emotion or warmth. Phil never understood that. He saw a box at the side of the road. As he approached he saw a letter taped the front. " Dan. Broken. " Inside was a niko with the warmest brown eyes. That's how it started.
Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]
Dan and Phil are both secretely in love with eachother, but both are too scared tell one another. So, when at a party they are both dared to tell the truth about eachother, will they finally open up? Or just shy away like how it has always been? What will happen then?
Fanfiction starring Dan Howell and Phil Lester. Dan finally realises he's in love with Phil and their friendship soon turns into a blossoming relationship. When Phil finds himself being beaten up, the only one who can help him is Dan, who makes him realise how much he's worth. Contains: love, drunk scenes, um... I do...
Phil is not the most important boy at school, and Dan is just trying to fit in. What happens when their lives suddenly collide, and start something that none of them ever thought would happen. Warnings: violence, abuse, swearing, (smut).
the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying
