Maybe life was a little like wet paint. You could just sit there and watch it dry, or you can take it and make something better out of it. Change all of it until what you originally made is something totally knew.

Never in my entire life would I have thought I would fall in love with a YouTuber. But it just....happened. I had no idea why he chose me. I'm fat, ugly, and way too nïeve. I guess this is just the way life works out. Stay strong <3

"Why do you do that?" he gulps. I feel my breath hitch in my throat. "It helps me keep control of the I way feel inside." "Promise you'll never do this again?" he asks. "Promise," I say, hiding my two chubby fingers that are crossed behind my back. ⚠️TW⚠️ eating disorders, sexual assault, self harm, suicide attempts, body dysmorphia. Do not read if you are sensitive to these topics. ⚠️