🚩🚩🚩 Chris Brown is clearly someone who wears his heart on his sleeve. A very emotional person, someone who loves hard and wants the same love in return. He's someone who wants to find love, but he's looking in all the wrong places. He's dated all kinds of women, from strippers, to singers, to models, to regular women. All he wants is what everybody else wants, to be loved. One night after a show, on the Party Tour, he meets a woman (Shawnie Roberts), it's love at first sight. He does everything he can to make her fall in love with him, but she's battling her own issues, and things don't quite workout. Blinded by love, things quickly progress for Chris, but not for Shawnie, which turns out to be a huge problem for him. Not to mention a certain someone who also becomes a problem for him. With things not going as he planned, rumors begin to circulate about him, and Shawnie. With Chris feeling rejected by her love, he falls back into his old ways. He begins getting in trouble again with police, fighting, lashing out on friends, all while battling his addiction. In the process of all of this, he turns back into a crazed, love sick, stalker, that's constantly Under The Influence. ⚠️Trigger warning ⚠️ ⛔️ Mature audiences & Read at your own risk ⛔️ Drugs Sex Violence Emotional abuse Pregnancy related issues Mental Health Issues This book has a prequel, "Natural Disaster" which should be read after this book, and there is a sequel, "Under The a Influence: N2Deep" which should be read after the prequel. Note: If you start the sequel you might not understand what's going on. Gotta check out the prequel current chapters first. Cover done by me

We're just fuckin' baby... this ain't lovin' baby...

"This isn't a fairytale... love story, J, I'm not gonna fall in love with you. I'm too much of a street nigga-ion do love." He said as he pulled his clothes back on. I propped on my elbow with the sheet covering my bare chest, "Ch-Chris, you can't do this forever. You need someone that'll be by your side and-and here for you." He huffed, "I'm good, I got this handled. My boys got me and I got them. I'll die for this shit." And just like that, he left. • • • • Jalia loves Chris, she'll do anything for him. He's her everything. She met him while at work and has been in the clouds about him since, it was like she fell in love at first sight. He can't say the same, and he won't. He's a street dude, he doesn't do love, he doesn't do relationships and he doesn't do half ass jobs when it comes to killing. He'll die for this shit..literally. #1 In #Chrisbrownfanfiction #1 in #breezy

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Meliah was happly engaged to the man she thought she was in love with until she met Chris,It started off as a one night mistake but ended up being a connection neither of them expected,.......

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