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straight // phan by sullensivan
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'i'm straight,' dan muttered, tracing soft kisses along phil's jawline. in which phil is an artist and an aspiring baseball player, and dan is a sexually ambiguous jock. copyright; © 2017 @sullensivan
god's biggest mistake//youtube by unloyallester
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random ass fucking groupchat okay [lower-case intended] {warning: offensive humor}
paper thin (phan) by audrat
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*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.
Everything Is Ephemeral - phan by phanci
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Dan Howell secretly loves Phil Lester. Phil Lester secretly loves Dan Howell. Dan Howell is bullied. Phil Lester is best friends with Dan's bully. Dan Howell wants to die. Phil Lester is too afraid to stop him.
Relapse (Phan) by danandphilgaymes
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SEQUEL TO ALIVE Phil's life is in shambles. A third year university student, he lives a less-than-extraordinary life: ignoring calls from his ex-best-friend, working in a local shop, and sleeping around to forget the one thing always on his mind: Dan Howell. TW: language, sexual content, drug mentions ENTIRELY WRITTEN FROM PHIL'S POV
Lost- Kickthestickz by p_is_4_power
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Hey I'm Chris Kendall. I'm 17 years old, shit in school, in love with the new kid and homelss. Great way to live life huh?
Alive (Phan) by danandphilgaymes
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Dan Howell is invisible. That's all he knows how to be. Terrified of standing out, he is happy going unnoticed by his peers, finding company in only the old rock and roll songs on his iPod. But Dan's life is turned upside-down when a boy in his drama class takes him under his wing, introducing him to a world of excitement he never could have imagined. Through the good and the bad, Dan's new life thrills him and leaves him wondering ...what does it mean to truly be alive? pairs: Phan and KickTheStickz tw: language, sexual content, abuse, depression, death, suicide, medication, drugs, parents, alcohol ENTIRELY WRITTEN FROM DAN'S POV Note: This fic features no main character death, only mentions of death.
moods / phan by phanci
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in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phil wonders why.
Not On Fire (Phan AU) by concluding
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In which Dan's an arsonist and Louise thinks he needs more friends.
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i väntan på gryningen by varflr
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" med händerna sammankopplade och ögonen slutna väntar vi på soluppgången. " // en poesi bok skriven av en amatör. // [ alla texter ägs av mig och får inte kopieras eller användas utanför denna bok utan min tillåtelse. ] påbörjad: andra september, 2017. avslutad: ... högsta placering: #1 i Poesi. #1 i Dikt. #1 i Dikter. #11 i Noveller. #16 i Novell.