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his definition of fat by jungcooksnoodles
jungcooksnoodles
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"Just half. I-I'll break it, so it won't be even, and I'll take the bigger piece I promise j-just..Jungkook please eat. Please." One hand leaves his shirt as the hyung wipes his eyes, laughing humourlessly at his emotions. Taehyung's had such a shit day and he already feels so weak, and the fondness he feels for the younger is as unhealthy as Jungkook's eating habits. His heart is aching and he can't stop the burn of tears in his eyes.- jungkook has eating disorder
Pushed To The Edge (Bon X Rin) by LunarShadowKnight
LunarShadowKnight
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For the first time in his life, Rin finally had friends. He had people who he could rely on, people he could trust. And one camping trip destroyed that. He never asked to be the son of Satan. He never asked to be cursed with these blue flames. And he certainly never asked to be hated by everyone he cared about. With his friends calling him a demon and his brother threatening to shoot him every 5 minutes will he be pushed to the brink? And can a certain rooster-haired bastard be able to bring him back? Trigger Warning: Suicidal thoughts and actions, self hate, depression, etc.
Never Going To Be Right {taekook/vkook au} by another_angsty_teen
another_angsty_teen
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THIS STORY HAS BEEN DISCONTINUED!! Sorry :( ~~ Jungkook has always struggled with depression and takes any hate about himself being a member of bts to the extreme, including harming himself to take away his inner pain. What will happen when others in bts start to find about his problems and new problems start to arise within the members? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I felt like every tear I had cried in the last three years came back tenfold. I let my shirt fall as he brought me into his chest letting me get his shirt soaked with my crying. I could feel him start to rub my back again but I felt as if I wasn't even there. All I could focus on was the fact that I just showed the person that I had such growing feelings for something I never wanted him to know about for the rest of my life. Thinking about all of this just made me cry harder and harder until I was sobbing as I clutched onto the balled up shirt for dear life, feeling as if my world was just shattering around me at this very moment. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: does include self harm and thoughts of suicide, do not read if you are easily triggered
Golden {A BTS Fan-fiction} by rakuyoi
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Jungkook has always felt insecure and inadequate compared to the rest of the band. So, when his manager tells him to lose some weight, it's the last little push that sends him spiraling into a pool self destruction. He no longer sees himself as the golden maknae because you have to be perfect if you want to be golden, and he was the exact opposite of that. It had started off with just wanting to lose a couple pounds, but now Jungkook won't stop until he's perfect.
Dirty Laundry by k-lance
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*this story was written by Gibslythe on ao3* "Two whole months of free laundry in exchange for two weeks of being my fake boyfriend. Deal?" Keith hesitated for a moment. Was this really worth it? Hardly. Lance was an asshole, and he wasn't sure what fake dating would entail. But, free laundry was free laundry, right? "Alright, it's a deal." Or: Lance makes the mistake of telling his Mom he has a boyfriend coming home with him for Christmas. Keith makes the mistake of agreeing to be Lance's 'fake boyfriend'. This is actually the best fic I've ever read. It emotionally destroyed me and then put me back together only to kill me again. Read on ao3 : http://archiveofourown.org/works/7454385
the new kid° || j.jk + bts  by _GYMIN
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Identical twins - Jungkook and Junghyun, return home after completing their trainee days in the States. Jung Hyun, being the 'perfect' one, gets selected to be the new member of the boy-group, BTS. Although Junghyun's life is set, he isn't happy; and so he runs away. Jungkook ends up disguising as his brother for the sake of his brother's future. Will BTS accept the new kid? CC: @qcaxds_ No illegal copying. [Highest Rank #170 Teen Fiction]
𝓟𝓮𝓻𝓯𝓮𝓬𝓽 ღ 𝒥𝓊𝓃𝑔𝓀𝑜𝑜𝓀 by CherrySenpaiii
CherrySenpaiii
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𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑔𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑎𝑡 𝘩𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑. ... 𝑇𝑟𝑖𝑔𝑔𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔! 𝐴𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑛 𝐴𝑂𝟥 & 𝐴𝐹𝐹