4 years have gone by since those magical nights with my love, Dan Howell. The group still remains together, Dan, Phil, Kian, Jeremy, Jordan, Eden, Julia and I are all still as close as we were when we were 18. Not all of us went to college after graduation. Dan moved in with Phil so he could focus more on his You Tube. He had so many subscribers! I was proud of him, but we were separated most of the time when I went off to film school with Eden, Kian, and Julia. However, this was my last year and I promised that I would move in with Dan as soon as I graduated. But as my birthday comes, Dan purposes to me, but just as I think everything is going to be all right... it turns, terribly wrong.

High school was miserable. If I thought getting picked on was bad... I should have seen my future. My fathers company was moved so we went all the way from America to the UK. I met friends. Espiacally Dan Howell. I thought my life was getting better until my dad killed himself and my mother became abusive. I needed a hero to save me. And that was Dan Howell... who I fell in love with.

Read the first 2 books for any of this to make sense. ••• Desi is Phil Lesters daughter. She is has a warm personality and can make anyone happy. A bit like her dad really. She's starting a new school in September to her disliking with no friends and just revealing her sexuality to her family. Things aren't going to be easy for Desi. Not one bit.

[Book 1 of 3] Lexi is 14 years old and lives in a care-home. She was dumped there a year ago after being beaten by her own dad 24/7. Lexi has only one friend in care who is Josh, a 15 year old boy who is gay and bullied for that around the care-home.

Second book of 2 THERE ARE TRIGGER WARNINGS IN THIS BOOK SO IF YOU GET EASILY TRIGGERED, I'M REALLY SORRY I WILL PUT WARNINGS IN. if you see a chapter that should be triggered, please let me know and I'll fix it ••• Phil is a mess. His best friend and sister have had the same fate and time is running out. Oxygen isn't a unlimited option so Dan and Willow have 4 months. But will Dan and Willow wake up? Willow is back with her mom and Dad again in this ultimate universe. And deciding to go back or not is going to be difficult. They have four months to decide.

Willow is a 18 year old girl who lives up North with her mom. When her mom dies, her older brother Phil invites her to come live with him and Dan. Willow has a secret though. She has a big crush on Dan and her bullies who bullied her at school have followed her down to London. How will Willow be able to cope??

A Dan Howell (Danisnotonfire) cross reader fanfiction. Bethany :)

TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?

He was Dan Howell, a full time youtuber and a university drop out. She was Lia, a trainwreck living in London. When two very different but yet very similar worlds collide, does everything fit itself together or fall apart? follow my twitter for weirdness: @zoeishere