Adrian Garcia is the newest member of BHB9. This small group of teenage hispanic males reign as the most ruthless, brutal and well known gangs in all of Breslin Heights. The Rainbow Ban is the number one law that one must abide by upon becoming a brother of BHB9. The law forbids showcasing any expression that isn't blind fury, and looks down on emotional inconsistency. With Adrian being known for his astonishing ability to conceal his emotions behind a solemn mean mug, BHB9 intensifies his initiation process, eventually causing him to suffer from severe PTSD and Persistent Paranoia. After a fatal drive-by, Adrian is left sobbing soulfully above his mother's dead body. Now with no one to protect, Adrian remains in BHB9 for one reason only: find the gang that's responsible for his mother's death. In turn, Adrian meets an outspoke girl named Mohatu. Like oil and vinegar, these two collide instantly. But in time, they find themselves inseparable, igniting a series of lies, deceit and manipulation from those around them. Adrian and Mohatu weave their opposite personalities to make a love that would soften even the hardest of souls, and attempt to save each other from the haunting innings of the grave.

"Dymee Dimsz" Is A Young Woman. Who's Lost And Tryna To Find Herself. With Thinking She Can Tackle The World All Alone. She Meets A Guy Name Oddie Who Takes Her Under His Wing As His Little Sister And Teaches Her All The Valuable Lessons There Is To Know About Life And In The Streets. She Had Build A Family Outta Friends, Loyalty And Trust. But She Finds It Even More Harder To Deal With Her Passed As She Gets Older. She Try To Begin A Future. But Every Step She Takes Forward. She Gets Pushed Back Two Steps Further. Life Becomes Harder For Her. She Find Some Guy Name John Who Change Her Whole Life Around. And Boy Was She In For The Ride Of Her Life When She Met Him. Dymee Was In Love With John. And Even Though Love Wasn't Enough. She Found It Hard To Leave Him Alone. And As Dymee Takes Some Days Off For Her Self She Sits Back And Think About All The Things That Happened In Her Life.

Deep in my thoughts.

Up, late nights, can't sleep. Thinking of who I use to be. Torn in between the picture I painted, And my reality. Doesn't feel real to me. Raped, used, and abused you see. So a fairy tale was everything to me. Everything i tried to seek. But life got the best and the worst of me. Trying to convince myself I'm happy, But living in hell. mentally. By all means, take the first look into my eyes. You'll see. The hurt suffering and pain. My way of escape is a lover screaming my name. Sex, drugs, and alcohol Was how I got away from it all What the fuck do I do when my back is up against the wall And no one to call? They ridiculed me, left me in the dark when I could not see. Can you feel my agony? But thank God for Messiah He saved me from the fire somehow I'm still making it through So thank God for you. He's my drive and reason for my never ending, ambition. He is the reason I'm still alive and didn't end it. Almost. But I'm still here. He gave my life purpose So I'll always be there. Mommy loves you and put no one above you If you could only understand What I've been through But each day I just try to make it better Because I got you.

This letter is a voice of words that all the young woman need to hear. See when I was young I didn't no know better. I've been beaten by a man, Hurt by a man, Misused by a man. Abused by a man. And although it took a piece of me. It didn't take all of me. Our sisters's need guidance they need to know they are not alone.

I wanna call it the black version of girl meets boy.