Jeanine Matthews is a perfectionist. Everything has to be right and justified. However the one thing that she felt didn't need to be controlled was the thing which disappointed her the most. Her own daughter. Before insurgent happens. Tris is a trainer along with four and Eric in this story

Peaceful. Merciful. Gentle. Me. Powerful. Ruthless. Cruel. Eric. Majestic. Inflamed. Pure. Us. i am currently EXTREMELY editing this & continuing the story in a new direction, as i wrote this like 4 years ago and i was literally 12, so please be patient whilst i fix all my mistakes x Cover made by the beautiful @phoebeirisa

Sam manages to sneak into Dauntless without meaning to. She joins a party, drinks a little too much and spends the night with the one and only Eric. Sam leaves him wanting more during training, but will Eric still feel the same when Sam's secrets are found out? Her one night stand turns sour when Eric picks on her more during training. During the second stage of training, Sam begins to find out what she is there for. Memories and orders come flying back to her due to the serum playing with her mind. She just cannot keep her secrets secret for long. Will Eric get off his high horse and swallow his pride? Or are Sam's secrets way worse than he expected? "Why don't you let people see the good in you?" "Because when people see good, they expect good. And I don't want to have to live up to anyone's expectations."