(AU) Mycroft sends Sherlock to rehabilitation center to fix Sherlock. Sherlock is lost and broken and is in need of help. Dr. Watson is assigned to Sherlock to be his therapist 24/7. Will Sherlock get any better? What will become of Sherlock and Dr. Watson? Warning: drug abuse, mental disorders, self harm, and other things that are known to trigger and a sensitive topic.

John has found out about Sherlock's self harm and is left baffled as to how to tell Sherlock about his own secret. *TRIGGER WARNING*

Why did Sherlock do it? Was he depressed? I know I'm not a genius like him, but surely I would have noticed something like that - After all, I've been in love with the worlds only consulting detective since I first laid eyes on him. After Sherlock commits suicide John is plagued by guilt and regret, he should have noticed if he was depressed, he should have told him he loved him, he just should have done MORE for his best friend. Set after season two, this doesn't follow season three but may contain spoilers

John's never had a patient quite as broken as Sherlock Homes. Or as ignorant of the fact that he is, indeed, broken. He speaks rarely, and when he does it's this torrential flow of insults and hurt memories and sadness. He speaks like he doesn't know that he's broken yet, like he thinks he's fine, and superior to everyone else in the room. Maybe he is. John doesn't know. Maybe he's not as beautiful, and clever, and graceful as he believes. Maybe he isn't some kind of ethereal creature that John has had the honour of beholding. Maybe he's just broken. And useless. And alone. John doesn't think so. John thinks he's everything, broken man and all. * Sherlock's never done anything quite like dancing. When he was there, wood springing under his feet, soft and warm and secure, he was happy. Sure. But he didn't know then that he'd give anything to be able to dance again. To have the pain of crushed toes, blisters, aching and biting all the fucking time. He didn't know he'd miss it like he misses breathing. But he does. Sherlock forgets to breathe, sometimes.

After sherlock's death, you fall into a deep deep depression and then things happen.....