"I trusted you, Harry Styles. You said you'd be there and I trusted you. You told me you loved me and i cant believe i was stupid enough to believe you actually cared for me. I was dumb enough to wait for you. I thought you'd come back and scoop me up in you arms and tell me you'd never leave me again. But then i thought to myself, 'what are you doing? he doesn't care! he still doesn't and he never will.' You hurt me, and it took me so long to put those broken pieces back together, until you came back. I believed your every word and action into thinking that you actually loved me. So tell me, why are you here now? haven't you hurt me enough?" The beautiful yet heartbroken girl in front of me had once again made me speechless. She was right. I'm a screw up, but that wont stop me from letting her know that my heart still aches for her presence. I know I messed up but doesn't everyone deserve a second chance?

Jillian Harper is not your average seventeen year old girl. Her parents died in a freak car accident when she was thirteen, and her older brother Josh is in Iraq fighting in the war. To top that off her parents died on her thirteenth birthday and her brother left for Iraq on her sixteenth birthday. She has no friends, everyone thinks she is the reason her parents died years ago. She suffers from depression, she had to go to the hospital five times since she was fifteen. Four of those times were for cutting and the last time was for popping pills. Now she has to see a therapist once a week. Jillian will go through pain, hatred, depression, love and surprises. Take a trip through Jillian's world and realize why she's already gone.