i think i hit the point in my life, where i'm just done. i cried, i fought, i tried, but everything is crashing down. my demons are screaming louder, trying to eat away the rest of me and this time, i'm not going to fight back. --- accomplishments: #4 in fan fiction #1 in kian lawley #3 in trevor moran #7 in ricky dillon #4 in sam pottorff #1 in jenn mcallister --- finished in 2014 still editing

He moved out 2 years ago. He broke all contact 1 year and 322 days ago. She became depressed 1 year ago Her first attempt was 1 year and 284 days ago The first time she drew on herself was 1 year and 300 days ago. She stoped eating 1 year and 301 days ago. Its not a pretty way of thinking. But its the only way she knows how. Madison was crushed after her brother Ricky left and the hate started to come in. What happens when he comes back to fix things? Or is it to late? Sorry the description is bad but please read the story. :) Aug 2014

"Sorry I'm insane, Ki."

it's in that moment you realize that all you hoped and prayed for might never come to be. depression sets in and you wonder if you were delusional, what did you do wrong, were you the one that caused her all that pain? --- accomplishments: •#1 in kianlawley •#179 in O2L ---

✧'he's a bad boy. my bad boy.'✧ please do not mind chapters 1-19, I know, they are horrible and cringe worthy. Let me tell you this though, i would have changed the main character's name by now,, id rather not confuse ya :) (to me, this story is shit lolololol)

[EDITED] His tattoos and piercings only attracted me more to him and I couldn't help but stay in contact with him.

(Book 4) when haylie's ex boyfriend decides to make a surprise visit, shit changes and t's not good.

{EDITED} (Book 3) where triplets are brought into a world that's already fucked up and kian leaves again.

{EDITED} (Book 2) where kian decides too step up and be a dad but it doesn't necessarily turn out that way