Dan is secretly suffering from depression. On the outside he seems bubbly and happy, but on the inside he wishes for it to all be over. When his friend, Phil, unexpectedly invites him to stay at his apartment, Dan struggles to keep up the glass that was protecting him. Will Phil help clean up the pieces? TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ INCLUDES SELF HARM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY AND EATING DISORDERS. STAY SAFE EVERYBODY. Completed 19/12/18 Best Ranking: #1 in danandphilfanfiction

His one night stands never leave him. ✖️ dark!luke {lophie short story} ©loudluke

*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

You and Connor Franta have been best friends since high school. You didn't like him for his fame, but his friendship. Connor helped you through the worst of times, saving you from depression and times of need. However, when Connor moves to London, you're life is upside down! The misery comes to be depression, so much so that when Connor offers to allow you to move in with him, you cannot refuse. Your life changes greatly once more when you are introduced to a certain youtuber during a collab. That Youtuber happens to be none other than Dan Howell.

Phil has a eating disorder and Dan doesn't help in any way..

Dan has an eating disorder and Phil is yet to find out, but eventually start noticing something isn't right...

Five days ago, Phil found his best friend bleeding to death. Triggers: attempted suicide, self harm Author note: Based off of the song Skinny Love. I prefer the Birdy version, but Bon Iver is the original artist. I suggest listening during reading. If you enjoy, become a fan, vote, and comment any ideas you have. :D

tw: suicide

{P h a n : C o m p l e t e d} "Help Me" trigger warning : suicide, self-harm

"Put the camera down and live in the moment!" Phil laughed. "Don't you get it? My camera, and you is my moment" I smile at him. ------------------- A story told through videos from Dan's camera of last summer when he and Phil were summer lovers.