where atsushi loved the moon, and dazai loved him. completed ; 060816 highest ranking: #547 in short story [P.S. this was pretty rushed, but if you would still like to read it please give it a try (:]

"I would rather die than destroying his life with my love."

"I was drawn by an irreversible desire for death which blinded me to the point where death itself was the only reason that I believed has kept me breathing this far. But when you unraveled my only false sense of security, I was able to release the affliction that once burned in the back of my skull as the bandages left my skin. Until the only thing I could feel was your skin against mine and I confirmed with a confession that you are my only reason for living". I dedicate this life to you, my love. 「The art on the cover belongs to the artist ゆあさ (from twitter) and 白夜ReKi (from pixiv) 」

"Dein Leben ist so bunt, wie du dich traust, es auszumalen" "Dann bin ich wohl seelisch farbenblind"