Sequel to "My Winchester" I've come a long way with the Winchester boys. I got hurt a few times, stared death in the face, and met and killed my worst enemy. Not that I would know now, because I don't remember anything. I woke up a couple weeks ago in a motel with a dark headed woman caring for me. I had no recognition of my life. I was told that I was in an accident and had long term amnesia. The woman gave me a note that was apparently from myself. All I could do is do what the note said. I went to New York and began the long walk of what would be my life. Yet the man in my dreams kept making me stumble. NOT EDITED

I met him forever ago. Or at least, that's what it feels like. He literally ruined my life. And not in the cutesy, romanticy, way either. Because after they left, everybody in my family was killed. Everybody I had ever loved, laughed with, knew, they all died. So I blamed it on them. And I hunted them down and forced them to teach me everything they know, and help me kill the creep who killed my family.

Everything was going according to plan. She made it to college, had an adorable boyfriend and was going to live a happy life. She was going to be normal. That is, until a group of demons rip that dream right out from under her. Turned into something she doesn't quiet understand, Addison Blake is thrown into a world where nothing will ever be normal for her again. Forced to leave everything behind, she travels across the country with the Winchesters as she tries to find answers about what she is and why the demons have such interest in her. But that road leads to more than just answers. Addison finds herself falling for her green-eyed savior even though their lives are so crazy. But will Dean choose her safety over their happiness? The demons are planning something big and Addison is at the center of it. Caught in the power struggle between heaven and hell, Addison and the Winchesters race against the clock while discovering why the angels are so keen on removing Addison from the situation.

THIS TITLE IS HEAVILY UNDER CONSTRUCTION! I started writing this fanfiction I think over 10 years ago. My goal is to finish Thoughtless. I'd like to make it an AU now where we deviate from what's happened after around season 7-8. My maturity level has changed as well as my outlook on some of the things I have written here. Other than all of that, thank you so much for picking this up, and I hope you enjoy the Mess so Far, lol. All Rights Reserved. ® Copyright ©