:Cover created by Cyberalias: Sexy ass boyfriend? Um check. Down ass bestie? Um check check. Druggie brother/Alcoholic father/Post preggo sister? Definite check. A seventeen year old black girl living in the hood? Yeah that's definitely Roshni. At the surface her life is bearable but when one drama-filled day creates a domino effect it leaves Roshni questioning just how horrible her life really is. And is there a way to make it better?

I'm 24, a college graduate from a HBCU, and never really had a real boyfriend. How does one go from being guarded to becoming a hopeless romantic?Sex was never the issue. It was love. I mean, I love dick but I doubt that's the same thing , right ? Wait .. did that make me sound like a hoe? Let me start over. I'm 24 and always believed that love would just come to you. Or on you. See what I did there? Ok ok let's be serious here. I'm 24 horny, and make bad decisions. It sounds slutty when I say it but if it were a man he'd be just thinking with his "other head". Well guess what? I'm speaking with my other lips . Don't judge me, judge yourself sis.

Hurt, Pain, Betrayal. That's all I've ever experienced. not from just anybody, but the one I gave my heart to.