"Why do you think you have to base yourself off what others think of you? Why can't you just be yourself for you?" I looked at him, befuddled. "How would you possibly know I do that?" I scoffed. He looked back to me this time, looking deep into my eyes. "I just know. I know that behind that pretty face of yours, you've got an even prettier personality. Show the world!" Dan will do anything to be the same as everyone else. Phil will do anything to not.

words had never been a problem for dan howell; that is, until he meets phil lester, a man made of mysteries too complex for even his words to describe. {phan au}

some people say leaving notes in someone's locker is slightly weird. for dan, this is the most normal thing he's ever done *lowercase intended* •trigger warning• [COMPLETED ON AUGUST 4, 2016]

"wrong number." says a familiar voice. (a/n look sis i wrote this when i was a dumbass kid and like 15 years old. this shit is tough. i romanized depression and suicide and honestly i'm a dumbass bitch ass whore. i'm toxic and feel free to cancel me. (but please dont i'm a different person now) and yeah this has triggers for depression, self harm, uhhhh attempted suicide??? cheating i think?? TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS!! idk imma read this real quick and add all the triggers or whatever. read if you want but idk go read some fluff stop with the antsy shit it'll only hurt your heart.)

dan put up walls that phil had already climbed over. © 2016 -oceanrising

{P h a n : C o m p l e t e d} "Help Me" trigger warning : suicide, self-harm

HIGHEST RANKING: #97 IN FANFICTION dan is a big fan of phil on instagram and accidentally sends him a dm that wasnt meant for him. lowercase intended!

I LOVED YOU AND YOU NEVER LOVED ME BACK.

[ SEQUEL TO NUDES ] ANYTHING HURTS LESS THAN THE QUIET ;;; IN WHICH DAN AND PHIL HAVENT TALKED IN AWHILE [STARTED ; JAN. 23, 2017] [ENDED ; OCT. 1, 2017 ]

@PLANTBOYLESTER - HEY NUDES? @SPACEBOYHOWELL - WHAT IS A NUDE? ;;; [started; nov. 14, 2016] [ended; dec. 19, 2016]