When surviving is all you've done for months, you forget how to actually live. When running is all you've done for months, you forget how to walk. When the dead is all you're used to seeing for months, you forget what a human looks like. When hating is all you've done for months, you forget how to love. Zayn Malik hates Niall Horan. Liam, Austin, Harry, and Louis weren't so bad but damn he hated Niall. All Zayn wanted to do was find his boyfriend. That's all he was trying to do. Find him and leave. But Niall looked too much like his boyfriend. Niall acted too much like his boyfriend. Niall was too much for Zayn to handle. He made Zayn wanna live a little. Love a little. But that was the problem. It was the end of the world. There was no time to live. And there sure as hell wasn't time to love.

Niall Horan, only a young teenager on his own, is at a rough spot in his life where he does things he usually wouldn't, but has to do to get by. When he meets Zayn Malik, a successful business man, who Niall is supposed to host for the night, his life changes. But when trying to get away from his old life: the sex, the drugs, the money, he finds it harder than he originally thought it would be. An old "friend" doesn't want to let him go and Zayn has to try everything to save Niall.